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Many people who come to think of themselves as transgender, start out watching large amounts of pornography. Two of the most common types are called “sissy porn” and “forced feminization” or “forced sissification”.  Some of these types of porn have “hypno” videos where the viewer is supposed to be “hypnotized” into becoming a woman. One popular site has the following text next to one of the videos:

You love cum. You want to be a girl. Being girly is what you really want. Admit to yourself that you are a girl and go ahead and do something about it. The world is different now. Being openly sissy is acceptable. The number of sissies globally is amazing and growing all the time. Forget about being a man. Embrace the real you. You are a sissy bimbo cumslut. You know you cannot settle with just one cock. You have to have many partners. You don’t care about the risks. You are addicted. You cannot stop. Cock is your life and like McDonald’s, you’re loving it.

For the men who watch these types of porn videos, “being a girl” is a sexual fetish, and it has nothing to do with actually being female. It is a type of BDSM porn where they get turned on by being forced to do degrading things. And for a great number of men, the most degrading thing of all is being a woman.

It is not uncommon for these men to start to question their gender.

Did sissy porn make me trans or was I trans all a long?, asks a poster to r/asktransgender.

I have always been attracted to men as long as I can remember. In particular, I have always been attracted to black men. After a while, I got bored of gay porn and started watching porn with transgender women in it. I started imagining myself in her position. About 3 years ago, I discovered sissy hypno videos, which in a nutshell are flashing subjective images telling you to wear panties, be girly, suck cock, and even take hormones. I became completely obsessed with these videos. Nothing got me off like these. It got to the point where I started wearing panties and imagining myself as a girl when I would masturbate. I personally think these videos just helped me realize that I am transgender. I never felt comfortable being a man. Before I hit puberty I was super androgynous and always enjoyed spending time with girls more than boys. I have never been able to enjoy sex and I think this is due to me being in the wrong body. I have had sex a handful of times and was not able to become aroused (even though they were studly men).

One month later, after two therapy sessions, the same poster is being advised by their therapist to start hormones. Note the references to suicide, both in therapy sessions, and in conversations with the poster’s mother.

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As transgenderism keeps becoming more mainstream, and more and more places are codifying into law that “identity” and not biological sex is supposed to be the determining factor for the use of sex-segregated facilities, it is important to talk about this phenomenon. Why are we not hearing more about these stories in the media? Why, when we hear talk of transgender people, are we always told that this has nothing to do with sexuality, but rather with some abstract identity? Could it be that it is because what we have seen in this post is less palatable to the public? We can assure you that this phenomenon is not at all uncommon. The posts you have seen here are a fraction of what can be found online written by males who after years of heavy porn consumption start to “feel female”.

This is a long thread so I apologize for the long wind in advance. I started out watching regular porn years ago, but was never addicted to it. Sometimes I would watch at most 2-3x every now and then, but not every day. I've had periods where I've watched it more than others, usually when I'm single and need stimulus, but it's gotten very scary for me and I need to stop.
Here's my story....
It got to the point where male-female vaginal porn wasn't doing for me anymore. About 6 months ago I started came across transgendered porn and I found I kind of liked it. I was fine w/ this for a while and while I was slightly disturbed by my attraction to it I wasn't really concerned it would affect my daily life b/c it was fantasy based. I still liked girls and I loved the idea of sex between man and a woman. As things seem to go with this type of thing, my curiosity only grew for more fetish type porn and few weeks ago and I started watching crossdresser porn. At first it was just a little bit then I watched it more and more. I'm intrigued and love the female form and the idea of a man dressed up looking very sexy as women and engaging in sexual acts turned me on. From there it's progressed. In the past week I've been watching crossdresser porn compilations and sissy hypnotic videos and feeling quite different. It has me unnerved and a bit scared.
I'm at a tipping point. I can't quit watching them. Every attempt at stopping has been futile. I've been masturbating to these hypno vids like 4-5x a day and spending hours watching them and looking at pictures. My problem is that now that I've been watching this type of porn I've found myself changing and living in kind of a dream state for the past week. I've been waking up in the middle of the night and morning dreaming about having sex w/ random men while dressed in lingerie and such. I've shaved my genitalia, bought panties and toys, and begun having urges to go have random sex with men. I can't sleep or close my eyes without thinking about it and haven't slept right since I discovered the hypno videos about a week ago. It's gotten to the point where I actually find myself craving for lack of a better term, cock and cum all day. Fantasies running amok. I even get aroused by key words such as sissy slut and others. Just by writing it has gotten me aroused. This has got to stop. How do I stop myself from going any farther? Can I nip this in the butt (no pun intended) or am I messed up for life now? I don't want to feel this way, yet I can't stop the excitement I get from watching it. It's really affected my daily life, sleep patterns, and my overall mental health. It's gotten me very concerned that these hypnotic videos and my attraction/addiction to them will have grave and irreversible consequences in my life. I really don't know what to do and that's why I am here.
Do any of you have any advice on how to correct this and clear my life of it? I'm a pretty solid guy and have high hopes and aspirations for my life. I know this is graphic, but I really don't want to be turned into a crossdressing whore with and insatiable craving for gay sex which if this keeps progressing that's what I will become.
I'm straight or at least I thought I was. I love women and I only want to be in a meaningful relationship with them, to be a father, and live that life. I feel like if I don't curb this now I will never have that.
For the record I have no problem w/ fetishes if they are used in a way that's supported by a partner and boundaries are established.
Is this who I am and can I go back to being a hetero man after this? From the things I've read I think I can, but I need support. Thanks for reading and I would definitely appreciate some guidance and help.

If you're straight, you're straight. If you're gay, you're gay. And so on.

As for what you said about this being some men's fetish, well some do get a kick out off ( ;)) being abused. That don't automatically mean they'll become trans as in tranny (sorry to those who got triggered :P). There is such a thing as role-play, you know. I've heard about women strapping fake penises (some actually inserted into the vagina) and using that to plow their men.

Before we say these videos are turning men (both gay and straight) into actual trans, maybe we should find out how many of those who watch those actually do become trans.

If you're straight, you're straight. If you're gay, you're gay. And so on.

I concur

This quote from the OP pretty much says it all, "and I found I kind of liked it"

If you find you like gay porn... chances are, you're already gay!

I'm straight... I don't like gay porn... I've seen it, don't like it... that's how I know I'm not gay... (not that there is anything wrong with being gay)

This is just the first this kind of story I came across while trying to research why transgender propaganda is now being pushed by the mainstream media.
There were many similar stories. I myself stopped watching porn many years ago because I find it kind of an insult against my manhood.
But that weird kind of porn might be the explanation why there's been a trans-mania in recent years and many people seem to become very confused.
Maybe it's because they're been hypnotized by this 'hypno porn'.

Watching Port rather makes an individual very aggressive and mostly leads all the time to rape,  I have never bothered gay porn ever in my life, it doesn't even appeal to me at all, I'd rather watch dogs and women .

Watching Port rather makes an individual very aggressive and mostly leads all the time to rape,  I have never bothered gay porn ever in my life, it doesn't even appeal to me at all, I'd rather watch dogs and women .

Bolded is the RIGHT QUESTION.

Just like mometasker said "if you are straight, you're straight", no matter what you watched, heard, saw. Imo, with those people turning into trans after watching those kinda film. It's just they haven't yet discover on themselves that they are trans or they are simply confuse on their feelings and after watching those film. It made them realize who they are and what they really want.

No. They were straight men but those videos hypnotized and confused them to become transgender.

I think that is not correct. If you are straight, no matter whatever kind of porn you watch it will not affect you, if you are a man you will always feel lust for women and not for men and if you are a woman you will always feel lust for a man. The people that gets converted to transgender after watching porn probably haven't discovered their sexuality before watching these videos.

Every man is straight first but some of them are being hypnotized and mind controlled by hypno porn to become a transgender. If you had read any transgender stories from reddit and did some research instead of talking out of your ass what the mainstream media told you, you could see how transgenders are being created by confusing regular men with this hypno filth. If they stop watching porn then after few months they will become normal straight men again.

Porn got nothing to do with you if you are straight or gay, if you are straight you are straight. I watch a lot of porn myself and I am not gay nor I will ever be, I like women and this will be until my death. I don't know where did you learn that porn helps create transgenders but that is not true. I gave you my personal example and I am sure many other persons are like me in here. You know that every single person on earth if he/she has the possibility , watches porn, it is a natural feeling. Who says he/she doesn't watch porn is only lying.

Try watching 'sissy hypno' for couple of months. See you after that.

If you have a sane mind then any number of porno and hypnosis wont change what my genetics are,if i am meant to be straight i will like that till the end but i am a willing to experiment then it is another thing,but nothing changes the perception unless you have an inclination towards that.If you are watching sissy hypnosis porn for a couple of months means that you have a inclination towards that. :P

I concur

This quote from the OP pretty much says it all, "and I found I kind of liked it"

If you find you like gay porn... chances are, you're already gay!

I'm straight... I don't like gay porn... I've seen it, don't like it... that's how I know I'm not gay... (not that there is anything wrong with being gay)

Not all people who watch massive amount of pornography become transgenders. There are also a lot of people in frustrated countries like Iraq, Syria, Egypt, India, Pakistan and Bangladesh who haven't had sex in their lives so they watch a lot of porn. This doesn't mean that they are going to be transgenders. If you google which country watches more porn, I am sure Pakistan will come on top. I don't know why but people must be really frustrated there.

It isn't exactly creating them though. These people probably already have a tendency to behave in a differnet manner than their birth sex.

They may be born male and be into dressing up like a women or a combination of a man/woman trans look. They are born with their inclinations of sex preference already in almost 99.999%of cases. For the most part, you are attacted to what you are attarcted to based on your nature, nuture only bring outs the nature side of you.

Yes, but not in all cases, i just have seen 1 case of one guy who went through this.

Not all people who watch massive amount of pornography become transgenders. There are also a lot of people in frustrated countries like Iraq, Syria, Egypt, India, Pakistan and Bangladesh who haven't had sex in their lives so they watch a lot of porn. This doesn't mean that they are going to be transgenders. If you google which country watches more porn, I am sure Pakistan will come on top. I don't know why but people must be really frustrated there.

If you're straight, you're straight. If you're gay, you're gay. And so on.

As for what you said about this being some men's fetish, well some do get a kick out off ( ;)) being abused. That don't automatically mean they'll become trans as in tranny (sorry to those who got triggered :P). There is such a thing as role-play, you know. I've heard about women strapping fake penises (some actually inserted into the vagina) and using that to plow their men.

Before we say these videos are turning men (both gay and straight) into actual trans, maybe we should find out how many of those who watch those actually do become trans.

I'm a teen who is suffering from ocd, mostly from sissy hypno porn.

I'm a straight man. I like women. Before watching or discovering sissy hypno or feminization porn I never ever was attracted to cocks or thought myself as the girl in porn videos. But now random thoughts pop up in my head of being a women.

I don't want to become a women, but sometimes I fantasise having sex as a women, and how would it feel like, sometimes I fantasise about having boobs or getting f*cked by black dudes. And I don't like it, nor comfortable with it. Before discovering sissy stuff I was never into these things, I could easily get aroused by vanilla stuff, normal pics of women's boobs. But now I don't get arpused by it anymore.

I fear that I might be transsexual, sometimes I have panic attacks. I don't want to become a women, and at the same time I enjoy the sexual fantasises of being a women. Now I am confused about my own gender. I'm attracted to women, I'm not attracted to men, but sometimes sexual fantasies pop up in my head. Now I dont like it. I was a straight guy and happy being straight, but now I fear I might be transsexual.

Am I transsexual? Or am I not? How to know? Because I'm suffering from porn badly. Please help me.
samir pasa, Thursday at 2:27 PM

This is just the first this kind of story I came across while trying to research why transgender propaganda is now being pushed by the mainstream media.
There were many similar stories. I myself stopped watching porn many years ago because I find it kind of an insult against my manhood.
But that weird kind of porn might be the explanation why there's been a trans-mania in recent years and many people seem to become very confused.
Maybe it's because they're been hypnotized by this 'hypno porn'.

So watching a bunch of filth online would inspire you to chop up your own body? I would hope that the average person is a bit less suggestible than that. You're not going to go down that road without some major long running strife.

I suppose the problem is that you are posting a thread claiming to have evidence for something you don't...

You are also researching this trying to find a problem that doesn't exist... you won't find evidence for it because there is none

The only "evidence" you will find is shit like your OP post... it's not true, it's fake news... it's propaganda against transgender with zero facts or evidence to back up the claim

Which is exactly what you are doing here... pushing propaganda with zero facts or evidence




Makes me wonder why you were researching transgender sissy porn at all... are you one?

Serious question... it's a fact that the louder someone shouts they hate gays, the more like that person is gay themselves... so... why are you watching sissy porn?

Watching  porn  benefitted  them  a  lot  for  understanding  various  coital  positions.  As  responded  to  the question “Did it make you to experiment more in your sexual life ?”,they reported that watching porn also has validated their fantasies. For example, sex in the bathroom, sex in standing position, penetration from rear side, oral sex etc. ‘It helped us  to spend more  and more time  in the bed  which was satisfying for our partners as  well’  said few. They followed activities shown in porn and started exploring their fantasies.  Porn gave much needed confidence to many at the occasion of their very first sexual intercourse.

Attitude toward Sex
Overall  watching  porn  was  a  stimulating  experience  for  most  of  the  respondents  and  it  influenced positively  their  outlook  on  sex.  Few  respondents  said  that  they  preferred  to  see  the  porn  with  their partners,  so  that  partners  get  liberated  sexually  and  get  ready  to  experiment.  Most  of  the  respondents opined that  they benefited of  watching porn. By and large  it reflects positive attitude of  them considering personal sex life and watching Porn.  Life in General Considering watching porn and its  effects on  life in general,  it had  valuable contribution to viewer’s  lives and it improved quality of life and typically made life less problematic

Perceived effects of Pornography Consumption Among Men: A Comparative Study of Homosexual and Heterosexual Men researchgate.net/publication/313102059_Perceived_effects_of_Pornography_Consumption_Among_Men_A_Comparative_Study_of_Homosexual_and_Heterosexual_Men

Watching Port rather makes an individual very aggressive and mostly leads all the time to rape,  I have never bothered gay porn ever in my life, it doesn't even appeal to me at all, I'd rather watch dogs and women .

It sounds like you are protecting this hypno filth and being brainwashed by the LGBTQP propaganda. It's a typical sign of brainwash when someone sees evidence and says there's no evidence and try to deceive by turning everything upside down. These hypno porn people like Moloch need help but unless they give up their own pride and lies we can't help them  :(

Psychological projection is a theory in psychology in which humans defend themselves against their own unconscious impulses or qualities (both positive and negative) by denying their existence in themselves while attributing them to others. For example, a person who is habitually rude may constantly accuse other people of being rude. It incorporates blame shifting.

If you're straight, you're straight. If you're gay, you're gay. And so on.

As for what you said about this being some men's fetish, well some do get a kick out off ( ;)) being abused. That don't automatically mean they'll become trans as in tranny (sorry to those who got triggered :P). There is such a thing as role-play, you know. I've heard about women strapping fake penises (some actually inserted into the vagina) and using that to plow their men.

Before we say these videos are turning men (both gay and straight) into actual trans, maybe we should find out how many of those who watch those actually do become trans.

Nobody here has even heard of sissy porn before this thread... he is the ONLY person interested in it... what does that tell you?

“Did sissy porn make me trans?”

https://transgenderreality.com/2015/06/26/did-sissy-porn-make-me-trans/ (https://transgenderreality.com/2015/06/26/did-sissy-porn-make-me-trans/)


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https://www.reddit.com/r/NoFap/comments/1x84yd/hypno_sissy_videos_how_do_i_stop_help/ (https://www.reddit.com/r/NoFap/comments/1x84yd/hypno_sissy_videos_how_do_i_stop_help/)

Not always.

I find the idea of a man fucking me 100% repulsive, though if other men wish to fuck each other that's wonderful.

You're telling me that if I watch some shit online I'll be bending over in the nearest public convenience before I know it? It will erase every single aversion I have to such an idea?

Wow. That's powerful stuff.

it's more to do with culturally acceptance and frankly being overpopulated which has allowed for a tolerance of sex without reproduction.

The only effect porn will have is that you will have more sex or you will masturbate more.

It will not make you gay, straight, transgender or a priest.  It will just make you hornier

Yeah this stuff really works. Some is bs, but some, especially Mr Daniel, will change you. It IS powerful and staying away might be smart, but having gone all the way down the rabbit hole, I didn't choose these desires, they chose me. Now I cross dress, wear panties, hose and high heels, and have a transsexual lover. And yes, I do prostitutes myself from time to time. I love it. If I'm sounding scary to you, then good. You're paying attention.
These videos will give you an incurable case of pussy envy. Be warned... You won't want to leave this stuff alone
Joshua Stinson, Jun 24, 2017

This is a great thread - because this is exactly where I was out a week ago - and where I ended up after a 25 year odyssey with PMO. Sissy Hypno P. I have never experienced anything as powerful.
Some initial thoughts:
1. The numbers of viewers of this thread seem to illustrate that this type of P is having a big effect on a lot of people.
2. The quality and intensity of these videos has increased amazingly over the past 12 to 18 months - there's nothing like it in vanilla P.
3. There are definitely some main ringleaders - and they often are the producers, and if not, definitely the promoters....
4. I don't buy the 'produced by feminist' theory - simply because of the level of degradation and objectification of the female archetype in the hypnos.
5. I luckily almost never tried this with 420. That combination I imagine can only speed up neurological pathway change. A little terrifying.
I absolutely want to write more, and will be watching this thread and trying to enter into more constructive dialogue - but I do agree if one has a p addiction, this genre can be the most powerful to draw in an addict and pull them right down the rabbit hole. If I had discovered this quality of P when I was say 16 or 17, I reckon I would have succumbed and I'd be considering transitioning right now. It's that powerful (and before you ask, no, in my normal sane rational mind, that's not what I want - my diabolical addicted self does - but not my balanced, at peace, centered self.)
Whoever makes the top-level videos know exactly what they're doing - and have serious tech skills and must have pretty good production software. This isn't made by folks who don't really know what they're doing.
Peace y'all....
MustStop, Jun 24, 2017

No, I am telling you, that some people are naturally more prone to suggestion and brainwashing than others. Especially young and maturing. I am sure, that YOU live in place where everybody is happy, steadfast, mature and have university degree. Tell me where that is, so I can move there with my family and not deal with socio-pathological phenomena and predators.

Thank you, Einstein!

I just wanna say that if you are not gay or transgender stay away from this kind of porn its going to mess u up real good .right now this is the only kind of porn I watch and this is also my only struggle ...I don't have the need to watch regular porn ...see my mind is a little messed up ... when I do watch porn its this bull shit I wonder how many straight guys have fallen into this lie ... some people say that you don't become gay you are born gay ...true but try hipnosys any kind of hypnosis repeat to yourself things over and over and over for hours for days for years and if you say to yourself you are dog than you belive you are a dog and you going to feel like barking all of a sudden out of the blue so ...people who say that if you are straight and watch sissy porn training videos nothing happens to you unless of course deep inside yourself you really are gay or bi well like I said I disagree with that I don't feel attracted to male I love women and l love being male but I do notice that when I watch lots and lots of this shit the next days ahead I feel very feminine and I don't want to feel this way because I am attracted to ladies not gents so JUST BE CAREFUL WITH THIS STUFF IF YOU ARE NOT GAY OR TRANSGENDER STAY AWAY FROM IT IT WILL CAUSE A LOT OF PSICOLOGICAL DAMAGE DISORIENTATION ABOUT YOUR SEXUALITY I wonder how many men have actually fallen into this thinking that they are really gay and they are not my respect for the gay community its just that this kind of porn it is vey dangerous PORN IN GENERAL IS VERY DANGEROUS I just wanted to share THAT MY REAL STRUGGLE IS SISSSY PORN that's my real struggle PEACE EVERYONE
uniqueintheuniverse, Yesterday at 3:07 PM

This isn't something suggestible in the manner of spending too much on some new car, it's something that's irrevocably hard wired into people whatever their sexuality may be.

No one can be coerced into desiring something they fundamentally don't desire. If someone turns gay or whatever from watching porn, for starters the fact they're watching gay porn means there's a good chance they're already partially gay.

People have been successfully conditioned to become consumers against their own will or mental health with very little effort. How is this any different?

Because consumerism creates the desire for junk that you may believe will make you feel better for a bit. That's a slightly lighter proposition than allowing a gender that would otherwise repulse you run riot all over your toilet area and stick their fingers, tongues, willies and other appendages inside intimate holes in your body.

Unlike everyone else here I appear to be a nature over nurture type. There is nothing anyone can do in any capacity to make me want to fuck a bloke. I simply do not want to and never will. I don't see how some crappily put together pictures and words will change that.

Not all people who watch massive amount of pornography become transgenders. There are also a lot of people in frustrated countries like Iraq, Syria, Egypt, India, Pakistan and Bangladesh who haven't had sex in their lives so they watch a lot of porn. This doesn't mean that they are going to be transgenders. If you google which country watches more porn, I am sure Pakistan will come on top. I don't know why but people must be really frustrated there.

I'm writing this post to not only tell my story but also to reach out to those that have the same exact problem. I lurked around for posts about sissification addiction for a brief period of time and found that a lot of people have found this fetish to be especially "powerful" in its holding on them as an addiction and its nature to start destroying their lives through loss of self-esteem and depression. I've never written anything like this, so...here it goes. I know I'm in a safe community that is supportive of each other to relinquish addictions. It's a long read, so feel free to skim it, or at the very least, read the last few paragraphs.

I don't remember how I stumbled across something that aroused me, but it was when I was quite young - probably when I was 7 or 8. Of course, it was on the internet. I saw this YouTube video of two girls making out, and that was the introduction to my arousal. Sooner or later, I discovered how to masturbate and was doing it once to multiple times a day. During the summer when school was out, this frequency increased to even 5 times a day. In high school, I talked to a few of my closest guy friends the same age as me about doing this when I was younger and they related in doing the same. I thought of it as normal, and it was no problem, because as I got older, the frequency stopped. I brushed it all off as just a thing that happens in puberty.

Looking back, though, I found myself to watch increasingly bizarre porn. I attribute this all to dopamine, of course, as many of you may know. Masturbation is very much like a drug, and as you do it more often, you tend to want more of it and a stronger dose of it in endeavor to reach that glorious high you experienced the first few times. As "normal" porn got boring, I started looking into categories that, well, society would consider to be "normal fetishes." Anal, feet, domination, submission, bondage, hentai, rape, latex, erotic asphyxiation, all that kind of stuff. I guess I was insidiously smart and cunning as a young kid from the age of 8-12 to start looking into this while keeping it a secret from my parents, sister, and brother.

I found all of these categories to be boring and even looked into those "bizarre porn" sites that had fake snuff videos and just plain weird is-that-even-porn-anymore kind of stuff. I've since grown out of this and thought I saw it all. The thing is, despite watching all of these intense categories of porn, as dysfunctional as it seems, it never ruined all the other aspects of my life. I had a girlfriend in high school, got accepted into a university, was ambitious with fitness, and strived to better myself in every way imaginable - physically, emotionally, morally, socially, productively, etc.

I'm prefacing my current addiction with all of this back story to paint the picture of the kind of stuff I let myself masturbate to since I was kid. Despite looking at all of that kind of porn, it never messed my life up. My confidence was through the roof, and I never let the porn control me. For years, especially towards the end of high school through college, I never had to watch porn. I had a couple of girlfriends in college and even had a reputation to be the best looking and most charismatic guy in my large social circle in college. A lot of my guy friends opened up to being envious of me in various ways, from my ambition, to my physique, to my philosophies on life, to my positive outlook on life, to my ability to weave through social situations - including socializing with girls - so easily.

Fast forward to a couple of years after college. I had my own place and, as a result, found that I was able to spend a lot of time with myself without any obligation to having to see faces like I did in college due to dorm and campus life. I still went out and kept up with a lifestyle of partying. I met a lot of people, and some were bad influences. Inevitably, I fell into drugs like weed, cocaine, MDMA, acid, shrooms, and such. Reflecting on it all, it seems to have been the case that the partying lifestyle no longer gave me the thrill and excitement it used to, and I "graduated" to other things that gave me that rush again (tying back to the whole dopamine thing I described before).

I became so accustomed to the use of the drugs - mainly weed - that I developed a comfortable identity with my not-sober mind, and spent a lot more time in isolation. This consequently led me to start masturbating more, especially because smoking weed made me horny. I restarted the vicious path of searching online for more and more intense porn. That's when I stumbled across sissification.

At first, it was a fantasy, of course. However, the culture of sissification hypnosis and encouragement, for some reason, never grew old, and started to mess with my life. It's been over a year since I found this fetish, and even until now, I still find an immense thrill from it. It's never getting old, but I started to want a more intense experience with this category. I started to develop a habit of smoking weed all the time and masturbating to this kind of porn. Then, I started to buy girls' clothes to crossdress. I bought sex toys to explore anal for myself.

I became increasingly ashamed of myself, and after each time I did it, I knew that it was the last straw and that I could not continue doing this. It would literally ruin my whole day and make me want to stay isolated, in irrational fear that people would find out about it if I showed my face anywhere. I'm sure you're all aware of what that irrational fear feels like.

Of course, like what is expected of this vicious cycle, the arousal and desire would come back. I definitely messed up my dopamine system or whatever it is, because nothing else in life excites me. I even started making financial goals towards spending more money on crossdressing and even fantasized about going out to hook up with guys. I'm fucking heterosexual, and I know that this desire isn't because I'm gay. It doesn't even have to do with sex for the sake of sex - it's to chase that high I had the very first time I stumbled across sissification. I even bought these latex panties that have a sheath for my dick as well as for my ass and fantasized about wearing it and prepping myself so that I could hook up with guys with assurance of not catching STDs (and also to add thrill from the latex fetish that I had before). It's like I developed an alter ego of "being a sissy," which all of these sissification hypnosis things encourage oh so much.

When I look in the mirror, I don't feel good about myself. I feel weak and ugly. My self-esteem is at an all-time low, and it's difficult for me to have one single day that's normal. I'm no longer ambitious in the goals I set out for myself because I anticipate that putting in hard work and effort to achieving them will not have the same level of satisfaction as simply dressing up, smoking weed, and masturbating away.

I've decided to write this because I did the most absurd thing yet for myself. I dressed up, put on the latex panties, and put on this butt plug that had a cock ring attached to it. I put lube, weed, and a dildo in a bag and went out at night. I smoked a lot to loosen my inhibitions and went out for a walk. I never experienced the thrill of being dressed up outside and running the risk of being caught. I walked to a nearby park to find a dark, isolated spot to do my thing. That's when I found a portable bathroom and thought, in my high and aroused state of mind, that it was the best idea to do it in there because of how dirty and reminiscent of a slut it would be to do so. I went in there and placed the dildo on the toilet seat cover (there's a suction). I pulled down the tight pants I was wearing and switched between riding the dildo and putting the buttplug back in. I did this until I couldn't help myself and put the buttplug in and cockring on. I remember it being at least half an hour of feeling pure ecstasy and losing my mind. I had the added thrill of being in the public and being in a dirty portable bathroom due to the danger of running some type of risk of disease or what you would expect a dirty bathroom to have. I distinctly remember, in the moment, I made the decision in my mind that this was going to be my lifestyle - until I came. That's when everything came crashing down. I never felt such guilt, shame, and even fear of being caught.

I got back home and decided to trash everything I had - the dildo, the plug, the clothes, the weed - everything that only perpetuated this habit and addiction. I woke up the next day, still in shock with what I had done. I couldn't bring myself to leave my apartment and show my face, again due to that irrational fear of somebody knowing.

There's something about this sissification culture and community that has a deep holding on me, and I know many people feel the same way based on the posts I've seen on here and other forums. This was a long post, and I'm sorry if it was very much of a long read, but I needed to share this story in order to reach out to those on the same dark page as me and to reach out to others that may empathize with me.

I want to form a support system to help each other get back on the right track. I want all of us to regain our self-confidence and regain control of every aspect of our lives. I want us all to prevail in our goal to end our addictions so we can live our life liberated from the dark habits we put ourselves through.

“Did sissy porn make me trans?”

https://transgenderreality.com/2015/06/26/did-sissy-porn-make-me-trans/ (https://transgenderreality.com/2015/06/26/did-sissy-porn-make-me-trans/)


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I think that is not correct. If you are straight, no matter whatever kind of porn you watch it will not affect you, if you are a man you will always feel lust for women and not for men and if you are a woman you will always feel lust for a man. The people that gets converted to transgender after watching porn probably haven't discovered their sexuality before watching these videos.

Not all people who watch massive amount of pornography become transgenders. There are also a lot of people in frustrated countries like Iraq, Syria, Egypt, India, Pakistan and Bangladesh who haven't had sex in their lives so they watch a lot of porn. This doesn't mean that they are going to be transgenders. If you google which country watches more porn, I am sure Pakistan will come on top. I don't know why but people must be really frustrated there.

41 year old straight guy here. So I mainly watch hetero porn, about once a day, and sometimes watch gay porn. Couple days ago, I found sissy videos, I watched about 3 or 4 of them jerking to them, smoking pot. Only one did I actually put headphones on and watched to the end, out of curiosity if it actually does anything, thinking it's silly. The others I would skip ahead here and there.

We'll it definitely affected me. I didn't sleep that night tossed and turned with the arousal, imagery, all night. I have a racey heart like anxiety or something all the time. Distracted, not productive at work the next day. The next day I did a reversal of hypnotic suggestions video and it worked, almost all the way but pretty darn good. I now feel relaxed when suggestions from the sissy pops back. But I still have this buzzing heart.

I took benadryl to sleep last night and I slept 7 or 8 hours. Today I still feel the sissy stuff slightly but it seems it's fading away. This matches what I read from one hypnotist online from researching reversal where he said yea you could have a reversal session but its usually not needed because unwanted hypnotic suggestions fade naturally over time as the subject afterwards reconciles and becoming aware.

Tonight is night 3. I still have a buzzy heart. I hope to sleep without needing benadryl.

My assumption is I will be back to normal in a few days. Because I only watched a few of them on one afternoon.

P.s. I don't consider myself porn addicted, once a day is not considered excessive is it?

Watching Porn is creating transgenders? This is a quite unheard theory, but as bizar as it may sound it is worth giving it a brief thought.

If you're straight, you're straight. If you're gay, you're gay. And so on.

As for what you said about this being some men's fetish, well some do get a kick out off ( ;)) being abused. That don't automatically mean they'll become trans as in tranny (sorry to those who got triggered :P). There is such a thing as role-play, you know. I've heard about women strapping fake penises (some actually inserted into the vagina) and using that to plow their men.

Before we say these videos are turning men (both gay and straight) into actual trans, maybe we should find out how many of those who watch those actually do become trans.

“Did sissy porn make me trans?”

https://transgenderreality.com/2015/06/26/did-sissy-porn-make-me-trans/ (https://transgenderreality.com/2015/06/26/did-sissy-porn-make-me-trans/)


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Not all people who watch massive amount of pornography become transgenders. There are also a lot of people in frustrated countries like Iraq, Syria, Egypt, India, Pakistan and Bangladesh who haven't had sex in their lives so they watch a lot of porn. This doesn't mean that they are going to be transgenders. If you google which country watches more porn, I am sure Pakistan will come on top. I don't know why but people must be really frustrated there.

Go watch sissy hypno for a couple of months daily and then come back so that we can prove this.

In my view, not everyone who watches large amounts of pornography becomes transgendered. There are also many people in other countries such as Iraq, Syria, Egypt, India, Pakistan and Bangladesh who have not had sex in their lives so much they watch porn. Not necessarily they do that.

“Did sissy porn make me trans?”

https://transgenderreality.com/2015/06/26/did-sissy-porn-make-me-trans/ (https://transgenderreality.com/2015/06/26/did-sissy-porn-make-me-trans/)


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I think porn is addicting and effective on mind to large extent so its better to cut off seeing porns at the earliest

No. They were straight men but those videos hypnotized and confused them to become transgender.

May be they wanted to be transgender even before watching of porns. Porns have no such effects as far as i know

Not all people who watch massive amount of pornography become transgenders. There are also a lot of people in frustrated countries like Iraq, Syria, Egypt, India, Pakistan and Bangladesh who haven't had sex in their lives so they watch a lot of porn. This doesn't mean that they are going to be transgenders. If you google which country watches more porn, I am sure Pakistan will come on top. I don't know why but people must be really frustrated there.

Porn does not directly produce transgenders but it can contribute to the increasing number of transgenders. Pornography can create and idea on the minds of the viewers causing them to experiment and engage on acts that they have seen on such films or materials. Those experiences will reconstruct the individual mindset and behaviors and will affect their decision making. Thus some if not all will eventually end up being transgender. Thus though minimal we can conclude that Pornographic materials can cause a person to transform into a transgender.

I swear I never had heard word sissy before lol, but there were few times when I watched shemale cams (https://m.firecams.com/category/transsexual) and I have to say these are not my type at all. My girlfriend told me she loves watching gay porn from time to time, and I know a lot of girls who love the same. I think every type of porn is appropriate until it offers legal content, without crimes and perverts.

I don't really think so. It is true that porn is increasing the global awareness of being a transgender because of what it shows to the people, but at the end of the day, people like us who belong to the third sex have our own preferences. Yes, we are aware of what we could become if we entertain the thought of sex change surgery, but not all of us want the same. We are simply happy of what we are.

That is rubbish. Your sex cannot change watching porn.

The author may be trying to imply that if you watch homosexual porn, then you may become gay. I really doubt that. Why should a heterosexual watch gay porn? I have never watched gay porn in my entire life, as I have no interest in it.

The author may be trying to imply that if you watch homosexual porn, then you may become gay. I really doubt that. Why should a heterosexual watch gay porn? I have never watched gay porn in my entire life, as I have no interest in it.

There is nothing like that and the people chose to be like that.

The porn isn't really creating transgender,
If they are straight they wouldn't be transgender just because of a pornographic videos,
They are transgender because they choose to be one it isn't because of the porn straight people wouldn't really think of something gay because they would be disgusted by it.

Don’t blame the porn for someone’s sexuality. That is how they are.

Porn has been accused of even worse things in the past. Tifatul Sembiring (Indonesian Communication and Information Minister) once argued that porn is responsible for the natural disasters such as earthquakes and flooding in the country.

Can not stop laughing at what you say. Do not know if he is still in office or not? If he still does, he probably still thinks that global climate change is also caused by porn. Prevent porn to protect the environment, protect national security. And a lot of staff, actors in Japan, the United States ... are unemployed. You're funny.

Well from my point of view, if you're straight, you are straight. And if you're gay, you're really gay. No matter how many porn videos you watch, what you are or what you really like will prevail.

If you're straight, you're straight. If you're gay, you're gay. And so on.

As for what you said about this being some men's fetish, well some do get a kick out off ( ;)) being abused. That don't automatically mean they'll become trans as in tranny (sorry to those who got triggered :P). There is such a thing as role-play, you know. I've heard about women strapping fake penises (some actually inserted into the vagina) and using that to plow their men.

Before we say these videos are turning men (both gay and straight) into actual trans, maybe we should find out how many of those who watch those actually do become trans.

Well, It started when I would watch sissy porn and ever since then I fear I might be gay or trans even know I hate feeling this way.  I have nothing against gay and transgender people as I don't see anything wrong with it as long as they are happy.

“Did sissy porn make me trans?”

https://transgenderreality.com/2015/06/26/did-sissy-porn-make-me-trans/ (https://transgenderreality.com/2015/06/26/did-sissy-porn-make-me-trans/)


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I concur

This quote from the OP pretty much says it all, "and I found I kind of liked it"

If you find you like gay porn... chances are, you're already gay!

I'm straight... I don't like gay porn... I've seen it, don't like it... that's how I know I'm not gay... (not that there is anything wrong with being gay)

....I mean really! Who cares if people turn transgender too. As long as all sex is done with consent, it doesnt matter.

Who cares?

A LARGE percentage of transgendered individuals are very unhappy with it.

These are surgical and chemical treatments, they are not "sex."

There are a lot of misconceptions about these treatments.

They do NOT really create a female out of a male.

If you masturbate on transgender it doesn't mean you becoming one of them. Where this opinion came from? Porn is creating empty men. Masturbation is a sin, try to expel it as much as possible

Most of the stuff out there is very unnatural and quite unsettling, I think these kind of stuff is warping our brains with what is really meant to be.

“Did sissy porn make me trans?”

https://transgenderreality.com/2015/06/26/did-sissy-porn-make-me-trans/ (https://transgenderreality.com/2015/06/26/did-sissy-porn-make-me-trans/)


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