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Title: My first tear since I was a boy Post by: ShibaWow on June 15, 2014, 07:37:42 AM My grandma is 86 years old
She got sick with a 39.8C temperature and some sort of inflammation They say her kidneys started to fail And I come to see her, she didn't talk to anyone the whole day And when she sees me she lets a tear go, gathers her strenght, raises her hand and says za dom (for our homes [old croatian salute I really care about]) That's the first tear that rolled down my cheek since I was a little boy They said that we should excpect the worst, and whenever I go to sleep or something I feel like she's there, in her bed And while writing this I'm tearing up again, never in my life I felt something worth tearing up for, it's not just any grandma, this one lived with me for my whole life I have no words to describe this feeling.. Title: Re: My first tear since I was a boy Post by: Vod on June 15, 2014, 07:51:55 AM My grandma is 86 years old She got sick with a 39.8C temperature and some sort of inflammation They say her kidneys started to fail And I come to see her, she didn't talk to anyone the whole day And when she sees me she lets a tear go, gathers her strenght, raises her hand and says za dom (for our homes [old croatian salute I really care about]) That's the first tear that rolled down my cheek since I was a little boy They said that we should except the worst, and whenever I go to sleep or something I feel like she's there, in her bed And while writing this I'm tearing up again, never in my life I felt something worth tearing up for, it's not just any grandma, this one lived with me for my whole life I have no words to describe this feeling.. That feeling is love. It's a word that is often overused, but at its base, is something you cannot describe. Title: Re: My first tear since I was a boy Post by: bitmarket.io on June 15, 2014, 07:56:32 AM Yeah it sucks when family dies. Folks don't shed tears for others that are not their own.
Just seems to be the way it goes. Love and biology. Edit @vod bout time you said something sane. Title: Re: My first tear since I was a boy Post by: bitmaster111 on June 15, 2014, 09:50:40 AM “It was one of those times you feel a sense of loss, even though you didn't have something in the first place. I guess that's what disappointment is- a sense of loss for something you never had.”
Title: Re: My first tear since I was a boy Post by: DeathProxy on June 15, 2014, 10:28:54 AM I understand you bro, I grow in my grandparents.
I wish the day will come that we humans don't need to age nor die. Title: Re: My first tear since I was a boy Post by: Hazir on June 15, 2014, 10:48:10 AM I understand you bro, I grow in my grandparents. I wish the day will come that we humans don't need to age nor die. Death is part of life, imagine world with immortal people... I think now number of people is too high. If people will live forever it could be even worse. Death - as bad as it sounds is natural, we just need to deal with it. Title: Re: My first tear since I was a boy Post by: DeathProxy on June 15, 2014, 12:33:32 PM I understand you bro, I grow in my grandparents. I wish the day will come that we humans don't need to age nor die. Death is part of life, imagine world with immortal people... I think now number of people is too high. If people will live forever it could be even worse. Death - as bad as it sounds is natural, we just need to deal with it. Space is infinite, there are infinite number of planets out there waiting to be discovered. We will become a true humans separate from animals once we achieve immortality. Title: Re: My first tear since I was a boy Post by: forever21 on June 15, 2014, 02:45:16 PM its ok to cry bro specially when someone you love died i also felt it when my granda died and i am not there to see here i didnt even gave her her favorite perfume that she requested on me when she was alive i am out with my friends doing some useless thing like bar hopping strolling in the middle of the night
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