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Ive been drinking, and im depressed. Its like nothing in the world matters anymore, I dont give a fuck about anything anymore. Im totaly emotionaly numb, and its been like this for a while. Anyone else feel the same?

May I ask, what age range you in? I.e., 14-17, 18-21, 22-26, 27-35, etc?

Im 24.

Warning I am not a head shrinker or otherwise in any way qualified to help anyone. Just chatting. So, if ya feel ya need actual help, please do seek some, m8.


That said, you married, bunch of kids?

I heard getting an energetic dog helps with depression.

Irony is posting on the Bitcoin forum about how nothing in the world matters... Bitcoin is hugely important to the future of humanity. If you're feeling depressed, get involved in a project with this much scope and power. Build something that matters, and it will be impossible to feel insignificant.

Its not like im on the edge of commiting suicide. Im single. no kids. I met a really nice girl today though gave me a good feeling:) Its so many people out there, yet there are so few people that i can converese with about serious topics. I just wanted to drop this topic out here so people with similiar feelings can talk togheter, it may be good for people who feel the same as me.

Im currently mining bitcoins, and i agree that bitcoins are significant, if not critical for the future. The policestate/big brother is upon us, wich proves the need for cryptocurrency like bitcoins, im happy to be a part of spreading the good word:)

When I was 24 I drank ALOT and likely would have withered away in depression except I kept too busy to think about it much. I was damn lucky to have those of a similar mindset to be around.

these days, its just me, the wife and kid. I don't drink anymore. But when I do feel that old, familiar, "blah, meh whatever" feeling creeping in I like to get lost in some good music, philosophy, random threads on bitcoin forums. ;p

Some tracks that may enchance your mood;


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oC_xTlMWui4
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dOe3EKcsoUg
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B0AX81gv5aM
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o5CvtKKb3nQ

If that fails, some good ol' Terence Mckenna usually does the trick;

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MLc6i29yhDM
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_4oV_Z-c0e0

Smoke some pot get over it.

Keep drinking. If you think you are having a bad day right now, just wait for the hangover next morning :)

Cheer up! It WILL get worse. LIVE FOR THE DAY!

Atlas? (I just started reading this thread, and have submitted my guess. I reserve the right to remove said guess upon further reading.)


Met a nice girl, had a good feeling, and then starting drinking. If this ain't Atlas, I'll lick Matthew's balls.

~Bruno~

haha, shoe on his head or it didn't happen! oh, and jamming this in the background while recording it; http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-ltin0GzdSk

Watch this, problem solved.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rqtr_RvR3sY

i think he wants to decrease his depression.

Dude,, Alcohol is a downer a depressant.



Next time you want to drink, Do some cocain and then drink, you'll have a much better night :P

A very good advice from your friend AndrewBUD.

Being depressed is for losers. The right way to do it is to get broke and depressed.

Why broke?


With places like silkroad it puts a gap inbetween getting your next (amount) very hard to become heavily addicted and lose everything if it takes a week+ to receive anything....



I party a couple times per year, with my wife.... we have to plan it have a overnight baby sitter, but nothing wrong with indulging once and a while.


Moderation is key :)

I feel much better now, i think the alcohol enchanced it all, i was more down than depressed really. Thanks though for good advices:)

good to hear. hope you can get a refund on that dog.

Haha yeah, i hope so to:D

Terence Mckenna is awesome.  I've yet to do serious psychedelics, but someday I will see what this guy is talking about for myself.

As someone dealing with depression myself I can say some of the advice given here is very good.  I would recommend improving your diet and moderate exercise as the best things.

If you are drinking, try to slow down.  I was drinking quite a bit and when I cut back things got better.

I would also recommend finding someone to talk to about what you are feeling.  This can be family, close friends, or a therapist.  It took me three years to man up enough to go to a therapist and talk.  Once you start it gets easier and you will start to see the light at the end of the tunnel.

My trigger was a divorce after a very long marriage.  I have kids and was an instant single parent.  You have to be strong for the people who love you.  That means taking care of yourself.

Good luck.

-Brim

All the above could be taken care of with pot, you get muchies you eat and are medicated, even when medicated, your not downed like being on pillz n govt issued depression suicidal pillz, you get out and be active. Win win. Have you thought that smoking some budz and doing some down hill mountain biking is fun? Man! Missin out.

Hang in there!

This is true.

I know it sounds melodramatic, but in all honesty Bitcoin is keeping me alive right now.

I broke up with my girlfriend of 6 years, and have since developed an extreme chronic pain disease. I am forced to work less hours and spend almost all my time doing treatment.

Thankfully, my various Bitcoin endevours are making huge amounts of money, which has made up for my lack of ability to work, plus the potential for bitcoin to liberate the world keeps me emotionally charged. Until I fully recover, this forum is basically my social life. It's sad, but it's saving me at the darkest time in my entire life.

I'm still alive though and I'm going to beat this thing. I have a lot more sympathy now for people who are truely suffering, but at the same time, I have lot less sympathy for those who are just "depressed" but without a severe health ailment of any kind. You don't realize that just sitting in a chair outside on a sunny day and not having physical pain is as good as it gets on this earth. Appreciate what you have and how blessed you are to have your health, and never forget it.

I felt a little depressed a while ago too, but after reading this I feel better... or is it because of morning sunlight?

I, too, at one time was very depressed, startravel, but I soon got over it. Unlike the interview I gave Piers Morgan, I was raised on a farm (not found in the wild) and Fred, the farm owner, was about to come out of his home and kill me, for he claimed that I was hanging around the delta-male alpacas way too much. Luck I was within earshot of the conversation between him and his wife, Maggie, that I was able to break free and get the hell outta Dodge. I roamed the countryside for days, totally depressed, with my head hung low, not being able to look others in the eye. But one day I found a broken microphone in somebody's garbage, and from that moment on I knew I wanted to be a star. It wasn't long before I got my first real gig. Vicente has been like a Father to me, and Matthew, what can I say about Matthew that hasn't already been written?

So, startravel, keep your spirits up and... (Oops! Wrong word choice!)

~Al the Alpaca~

So you just got the news about the BitForce Jalapeno  3.5 GH/s  for just  $149 to ah?

I wish I was drunk.

I concur, pekv2,  pot is good for depression. But not for long term. Just once or twice is enough to get in there and change some opinions of yourself. Happiness is something you make for yourself, however cheesy that may sound. Just know that failure & hardship don't define your character, rather its how you play the cards you're dealt so to speak.

Ooh Bruno, I hear flights to south korea are expensive.
Better start saving up the leather :)

exercise  ;)

earn some free coin to make yourself feel better i did and have but not shore if i feel any better :D

The only real solution is to do something productive with your time. If a crappy job or whatever gets in the way of this you should create a plan to get out of that situation.

If you are a constant emotional and financial drain on those around you and there is no way for you to prevent yourself from continuing down this path it is like you are a cancer cell. There is a reason people apoptose themselves sometimes.

But do not make this decision prematurely. It takes 2-3 years to really know.

just smoke, you'll feel a ton better

Maybe the problem is you're looking for things that help you, but you don't realize you actually wan tot help others.

I was depressed until I started working for a residence (which I will not name to protect the privacy of those who live there). While it can be stressful sometimes, I feel happy that I get to bring happiness to people.

Also, try to train empathy. It helps a lot. You'll start smiling when other people smile, and laugh when they do.

I'm sober and happy.

I'm always happy,,,,,, take all my bitcoin and smash my rigs, I'll still be happy...... :) sober or not...... and drinking sucks.... no booze for this guy.... Maybe beer on a rare occasion

The world as we know it is changing (for some, ending). Appreciate the simple fact that you have a living body, eyes and ears to experience this historical transformation of the ages and evolution of mind, spirit, and time!

Do not let depression, or more accurately melancholia, to distract you from the truth unfolding before us in this year!
Regardless of whether or not your body survives the changes, YOU yourself are eternal - understand that, and suddenly the picture of the universe becomes much more humble and peaceful!

Keep your karmic energy elevated and all will play out in the end. Booze helps to subdue the drama of everyday physicality in the body, so have no guilt indulging to elevate your mind and spiritual karmic potential throughout this complicated year.

In other words, have a beer on me brother!

This should get you out of it, bud: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q4fPHt0FjEU

^ Good post :)

THat's soooo cool!

juggalodarkclow speaks truth. Ridiculous: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rqtr_RvR3sY