It's an impulse control disorder.
you might be right. i have this thing about being in control. i like being in control. but i cant always control myself. im too much for me to handle. too much energy focused on the wrong things.
"Those who are forgiven of much love much, and those who are forgiven of little love little." His help is waiting for those who ask Him.
i like that. i can make sense of being appreciative for forgiveness. i have asked for help. many times. either he isnt there, i dont realize the help he has given me, or he hasnt helped me yet cause i dont make enough effort to change. my friends and family keep telling me to "help myself." its not as easy to do as it is to say.
dank, i like you dank. keeping sending your positive energy my way.