Allow me to add, I owe money to squall22, 52 BTC if I recall.  I mispent the money I had and didn't have enough to pay back.  I will pay him more than what I owe but plan on taking 2-4 years to do so, since it's a good bit of cash that would significantly slow down progress to the music festival if I paid off now.  I am trying to establish myself, become independent as my dad would say, and I will correct any damages I have done.  I owe squall some money and my parents, both of them had faith in me at points and enabled me to get thus far.

I have a few thousand dollars from the last few months, I had more but was recently screwed over on a couple transactions.  This is good, considering last year I gave away or sold all my possessions except my guitar.  I need a helping hand to get started in life again.  You see, at the beginning of this year, one bizarre warm winter day, January 17th exactly, Hell's angels showed up at my friends house.  They rev'ed their engines as they passed the house (there was only one other house which had an older lady) throughout the day.  I could clearly see holsters on some.

I was sure they were there to kill me for my philosophical postings against the government and perhaps the fact I thought I could resurrect at a music festival.  Mexican cartels were definitely present as well, some stopped at the traffic light driving by while I was talking to my parents and I even pointed them out.  Very distinct vibes.  One guy in one of two pimped out 350zs (which kept peeling out of the gas station next door) stared me down through the fence.  I laid outside in the backyard for them to assassinate me, for I was at peace.

They spray painted THEY KILLED BAMBI, GET HIGH NIGGA, and KILLRS on the fence.

They did not kill me.  I can't say why, maybe they never intended to kill me, just to sorta give notice.

Regardless if you believe my story happened, I believe it did.  I prepared for my death thinking it would end the world economy and bring world peace.  Now that I'm still alive, I know I must complete my journey of bringing world peace to earth.  I now believe this will happen by me levitating at a music festival, for I know two people who have experienced levitation, one of which floated himself (yes, sober people saw this).  I've flown in dreams multiple times, I know it can be done in absence of negativity, doubt.  I've had spontaneous visions of me lifting off the ground playing guitar at the music festival, they are the same occurrence.  I know this will happen because I've spotted many patterns in my life and the end of the world is a sure one.  It can be destroyed by man or man can ascend to god, but it can't simply last forever in it's current state.  I have experienced conscious states of god (complete understanding and peace), I've reached the 8th-10th dimension through psychedelics, I've figured out we are god and can do anything in a world of unconditional love, we just need to reach singularity.

I'm asking for support to help me get back on my feet since my parents won't do it.  They paid for three months of living on two occasions for me last year, but that was before shit went down.  Now they won't do anything to help me get started on life.  They put my sister through four years at UNC, so you can have something to contrast, but they couldn't do a year for their son.

I'm in a very strange situation where I have the capacity to change the world but doubted upon by the force of my own words.  I can't get the initial resources to start.  I know if I convey small amounts of spiritual lesson in text, I am praised and people call me wise.  But when I say the whole thing, people are overloaded and refuse to believe.  I hope you'll not doubt what may seem unlikely because I stand by what I say.

Then again, how likely is it for us to exist as we do?

I'm asking for a loan on your conditions.  I'm trying to get out to California next year to play guitar and start assembling contacts that may assist in the concert.  Within the next four years I plan on going on tour.  I know my music will succeed, for I have an original style and a message people want to hear.  I just need to work on combining my style with the fundamentals of guitar laid by our predecessors, four years is plenty of time, I'm going to be spending a lot of my time playing guitar, I really don't know what else to do.

Example loan: $5000, four year loan, with a 10%+ interest rate.  You'd receive payments of $112.50 each month.

Even a $1000 loan would help significantly.

Remember, it doesn't matter if your views don't coincide fully with mine (though we are together in the struggle of life), just believe me when I say I will be spending the remainder of my life to bring upon a million person concert to enable singularity and the ascension of humanity from the fourth to fifth dimension, for you.  I could've stayed in heaven (other dimensions) before enduring this life in hell, but I wanted to come to earth to bring you back with me.  Please share what you can to help, for you will receive everything in return, for eternity. 

If you have any questions, about anything, please feel free to ask.

Thank you for your time.

I've tipped .0420 before.

Do it for karma.

Said it would be the most destructive in history twice in a row.  Some truth but this is for fear mongering.

Once the dollar is gone we will have equality.

Do not fear an anarchist society, it is world peace.

Let's look at it from both sides.  Yes, he has to experience his own death twice, no he shouldn't be killed for drugs.  It's fucked up.  But...

On the other cheek we have a guy who will live on in heaven, the other dimensions of the universe.  He's experiencing peace so do not fret.

Thank you.  With time, both will come.  I'm setting a goal of four years till touring but we'll live in the moment, maybe it'll be sooner.

Negative, neutral and positive opinions welcome on latest four guitar samples.  Which one is your favorite?

Just over a year of self taught practice, just starting to fuck around with chords.

https://soundcloud.com/dankm

Thanks for the input, thought I had a novel idea for tor2 to avoid requiements for a host server. :p

So basically a distrubited network of pcs host and maintain bandwidth through the site anonymously, is such a thing existent or possible?

If you have concern your kids may be dabbling in heroin, you should probably talk to them about it.

I'm sure they could get their hands on synthetic heroin if they tried anyways.

I AM NOT the only the true god.  Everybody is god.  I have posted that before on this forums that you are god that you are the universe and you can do anything you believe.

This is not true.  Fly.  Do something impossible.  Why can't you?  Negative energy, doubt, it resides on earth, it resides in you.  In a world of unconditional love, you could fly, you could do anything at whim.  I've done it, I've seen it, I know it's true.

And I ask, have you felt instances of truly infinite love to know how divine it feels?

First thing a rational minded being thinks when one proclaims to be jesus, you're crazy.  Perhaps this is the problem with rationalizing thoughts.

If you would take the time to really understand Jesus and what he was, you would see he is someone who loved everyone unconditionally.  He spoke against people that doubted him, despite the judgement, for the sake of helping the other people.

I have nothing to gain materially or powerfully with my beliefs, for all I believe in is unconditional love.  Pretty much all my beliefs align with Jesus's even though I was never told the story of Jesus.  I found out how the story happened simply by living my life.  I found understanding of Jesus without being told much about him.

If we could simply let go of all fear we would see what I say is true.  My purpose on earth is to enable the ascension between the fourth and fifth dimension for man kind.  I know how to do so, for I believe I can float.  When I fly, you'll believe and can spread your wings.  I'm convinced I'm the man for the job, is there any other jesus applicant that doesn't know two separate instances of levitation that have already occurred?

Even more, I'm not the one that put the idea of me being jesus in my head.  A good friend at the beach said he had a vision I was Jesus and they were the disciples.  I didn't think much of it at the time.  Then a couple months later I start seeing CIA in front of my parents house?  Before I hardly did drugs?

What am I supposed to make of this?

Add on to that my spiritual evolution throughout 2012, finding complete understanding of our existence.

Too many signs, you must learn to formulate a belief after the signs add up.

I hope one day you all can stand beside me.  Never follow me but stand beside me if you will.

It is true, I have talked to masons in the family.

In terms of what sr accomplished, it removed a large amount of violence from the black market while supporting a real free market.  I think people will slowly realize what side of this (the gov or the people) are in the 'wrongdoing'.  Nothing is right or wrong, good or bad, unless you make it.  It can be hard to forgive yourself, especially if you make it.  Even if they do not physically get karma for it, with time, a shift in consciousness will come along with empathy for the lives you've affected around you.

You always feel the impact of your actions, it's just a matter of catching up to you in life or death.

They will all get their karma.  You always have a choice.

I will!

The thing is, they ought to include some of my adventures as to keep it interesting.  They can give several different perspectives.

Wouldn't science be the one saying there's no explanation for that?  For every answer comes many questions, while true religion or spirituality gives you an answer to what it is and why it's there without you ever doubting what was there in the first place.

Any true religion would share the knowledge that humans know everything deep inside of us.

You can thank the western world for pushing irrational fear of drugs into every nation on the globe.

I had a dream my iphone's screen was being projected about a half foot or so above the iphone.  Maybe it will come true in the near future.

Yes, the negative areas are tuned out.

Nothing fake about someone who found the answer to life through psychedelics, learned that he was god and lived his life to teach everyone the same workings of life death and our universe.

Nothing fake about performing miracles, I have done the impossible, surely Jesus could have.

Then again, all signs point to me being the second coming of Christ.  For I am the only person who has laid down in complete utter peace to let CIA/drug cartels kill me as a sacrifice for the rest of the world, yes for you.  I am one of the few people who fully understands the universe.  I am the only one, at 19 years old and a good life to go, who is in the position to speak out and reach the minds and souls of those around him.

Most importantly, I am the only one who believes in myself to the extent I do.  I have flown in dreams, done the impossible.  I have understood death dreams and all conscious states of reality.  I have experienced the eighth, probably tenth dimension during my first ego death.

I ask, what better candidate?  I've seen the competition and I wasn't impressed.

The world is going to end.  Period.  There are two paths, humans can destroy the world, or we can ascend as the conscious being we are into a new state of consciousness, simply by unconditional love.  So death, or walk into heaven.

I already know whether fear or love will win, I can't say I know which will win you, that choice is yours.