Allow me to add, my life is proof that karma is real.  I gave everything I owned, except my guitar and amp, away.  I have no money, yet I continue to contribute a positive change in society.  I have no money, yet I'm happier than ever.  Perhaps you don't need material possessions to be happy, I found the less I had, the happier I felt.

I now have a warrant for my arrest, for trespassing at 10:30 at a public park, on Halloween, and for speeding like 15 over.  I wasn't able to show to court when I tried and I really don't believe I should change my life because someone wants to punish a kid for committing victimless acts.

On December 27th, my friend and I went to see a music show that a kid we had met invited us to.  Yo momma's big fat booty ban at the Lincoln theater in Raleigh.  The thing turned out to be largey a sting operation.  I noticed that night was out of the ordinary.  Sketchy people continuously approached us talking about drugs, while they clearly weren't taking any.  They were talking from memory, not from their heart.  I could feel the fear in them when they spoke.  I could feel them focusing on me the entire night.  Little did they know, all the energy spent watching and judging me would grow me as a person, I've never grown so much in one day.  While they living in fear and working, I was living in love and dancing.

Despite their brilliant effort to arrest the oh so hostile Sean Martin, I didn't bring my ID.  By the extent of this operation, the number of people involved, it was clear ego was out to kill love, which manifested by a bunch of drunk adults watching two kids enjoy their night on LSD.

After we left, we walked to this kid's appartment where I was nearly murdered.  I can't give you physical proof of these events, but the signs were all there.  These kids are acting maniacal and laughing sinically, dressed as hippies, yet emitting nothing but negative energy.  They hinted towards their knowledge of killing a known fugitive on a dozen hits of acid.  I talked about how money is inevitably worthless, with no avail to shutter out the negative energy they channeled.  It wasn't until I had a thought in the bathroom and voiced it, I told them that they have the freewill to do anything they want, but they'll have to live with their choices forever, for what you manifest into reality changes the world forever.  I could tell by their response, silence, that I had struck a chord.  I could feel the change of heart enact in these kids' minds.

This entre night, I was highly aware people were out to arrest me and apparently out to kill me if the former fails.  If I had drank alcohol and lost awareness, I can easily see how their plans would've worked.

I am simply stating the 'justice' system is fucked.  It only protects those that create the rules, not the population that the rules are enforced against.  I clearly put myself in a position where people will either love or hate me.  It makes sense, that those whom cannot let go of the past and their illusion of possession and power will have a beef with someone attempting to end that phase of humanity.

History nearly repeated itself, I was nearly crucified for monetary gain.  I wasn't because I was highly observant of my surroundings and highly connected to other human beings, qualities I would attribute to LSD use and more importantly, complete conscious awareness.

Now that I voiced the truth, you can either believe it as the truh and see the deeply flawed elements of society that would result in the Raleigh police department and some wealthy individuals targeting an 18 year old that voiced a contrasting opinion on the Internet, or we can continue to doubt dank, until something or someone undeniably changes reality.

The truth will come out with time, it always does.

Let me add, I forgive everyone involved in that night that later realized the mistakes they made by sacrificiing their will for money.  It's up to them to forgive themselves, though.

So greed is out to destroy love, evidently.  Will we allow greed to end the life of a child, only to realize our mistakes thereafter?  Or will we become observant enough, to the point we can understand my perspective and enact the change needed to better the world.  Your choice, greed or love.  Love lasts forever.

Last weekend I cleared my body of toxins for two days.  This includes drugs and food.  People fail to realize food is one of the most destructive drugs.  When you're body is free from food and drugs, you reach a state of complete awareness.

I'm stopping tripping, smoking weed, I have already found complete peace without any external chemicals to stimulate my mind, something I could not once have without a chemical to numb my ego.

Feel free to judge, at the end of day, I'm in the best shape of my life mentally and physically.  By the way, we're all addicted to drugs here, water is the only pure thing we ingest.

We all share a similar story in life.  While we will always have our own unique life experiences as we create them to be, we all share a similar theme of love and death.  Life would not be as it is without death.  Whether it's the food we eat, the planet we destroy or the emotions we channel, we are stuck in a cycle of life and death.

Shortly after starting high school in 2008, I started to lose sight of any sort of meaning in life.  I was stuck in a cycle, I was confused.  I focused on the negative aspects of the world and had a downright negative outlook on life.  I contemplated why things happened rather than accepting what is.  I thought life was just a cruel joke and you ceased to exist upon death.  I really wasn't so bad, looking back, at the time, though.  I thought I couldn't trust anyone, and I noticed the negativity some people subconsciously bring into reality, everywhere, we all do it.

I found my first source of love through cannabis.  After meeting someone freshman year that smoked weed and seemed like a good guy, I became interested yet hesitant.  It wasn't until the next year that I decided to try it after thoroughly researching the plant and concluding most conclusive evidence pointed towards the safety of the plant.  Meditating/medicating on cannabis greatly helped me deal with problems and depression in my life.

Perhaps a year till I became interested in other drugs, bestowed at the mind enhancing power of cannabis and current state of the drug war.  One drug came to my attention: acid, LSD.  The extent it was embedded in culture interested me and my research pointed towards the physiological safety of the chemical.  I figured the psychological safety is relative to the individual, but I now see how any negatively perceived trip could benefit the overall well being of a human.  When you take acid, you dissolve (figuratively) the part of you that makes you human, your ego, your fear and doubt.  You connect to your soul, your heart, to others and to the universe.

My first two trips were alone, my thoughts taught me how the government and society functions, linking all my prior knowledge.  My next trip was spring break in 2012.  Never doing much for spring break before, I didn't know what to expect.  Five of us shared a beach house on Oak Island for five days.  We tried a few drugs, including LSD, MDMA, and a bit of alcohol and MXE.  On MDMA, I saw Spongebob clips, followed by spongebob exploding from all his body parts and then reconnecting.  I saw this clear as day, after seeing something like this with your mind, you get the idea the human mind is stronger than perceived.  We spent the days playing in the sand, creating a myrman with sand, talking about deep feelings that engulf us and enjoying life.  We spent the nights laying on the beach, watching the stars cross the sky, feeling the energy from the crashing waves and emitting our energy through a close feeling of unity and oneness, love.

My beach trip was a childhood paradise, it was perfect, it was peace.  After tripping with the girl I love, I lost my fear and was able to make the conscious choice to fall in love.  We agreed upon many things that grew us, spiritually.  We found understanding in god as the universe and love.  We found understanding in ego as our conceptual self, our source of superiority.  We found true happiness, true freedom, an experience we will have forever, all because we left our doubt behind to take a risk.

Over summer, I lived in a dope little house on 2 acres with my girl.  She was my universe, she was my babe, my sun, she's my kitty kat.  I was forever intrigued by spirituality and love.  I spent the summer exploring my consciousness, looking for answers.  It wasn't until this childhood paradise ended before I could find these answers.  My girl moved almost two hours away, for college.  She had asked me to move there earlier on in the year.  I did everything in my power to move there and I was able too be there.  I could not convince myself to sacrifice my energy and will to a destructive business for pay, so I sought my own source of income.  I made my own way, just in a loving way instead.

Doubt divided our relationship, the love I was sure to have forever was gone.  Looking back, it spiraled downward ever since I had a pretty bad trip on alcohol.  I was back at the bottom.  I knew I had no choice but to be strong.  I continued exploring my mind for answers, learning much along the way.  I eventually taught myself to feel perfectly happy without that external source of love.  I taught myself to love unconditionally, though we're still getting there.  At this point of my life, I had full faith the propper drugs would continue to guide me with love.  I could see the growth it gave me as a person, transforming from a kid to a man in under a year.

After some pretty deep revelations, I found perfect understanding of the universe, from all the other things I have learned before.  Humans are destined to die, logically.  It makes sense that you become god when you die, for your ego is eliminated and you're left with your point of consciousness, as long as you believe you will, we're all given a choice.  The universe is infinite.  When you're dead, you can do anything you believe, you have total control over your reality.

Is there a way we can achieve this state of heaven without dying?  Is there a way to break the cycle of death and live forever?  Suppose humans consciously rid negativity, greed, judgement, and death from their lives.  If we could consciously kill our egos, we could live forever, we'd find heaven without dying normally.

How could we attain world peace, what's the process?  People would have to decrease their sense of division, their ego.  People would have to respect one another's reality and not kill other beings.  This means all humans must simply stop killing eachother, in unison, and we can have peace.  It further means humans must stop killing other living beings, both plants and animals.  We will eventually stop destroying the chemicals we so long used to live, we will one day stop breathing and time will cease.  Humans will find heaven without experiencing a physical death.  I had the realization humans don't have to sleep, we fall out of reality when we lose our source of energy.  If we stop killing, stop eating, stop distorting others' realities by talking and just start observing, start believing, start feeling, we can find the same state of heaven where anything is possible.

I understand this concept far too well to doubt it.  My dreams only support my ideas, I've had dreams of being in a video game, doing 'impossible' things.  Dreams are just other realities we fall into when we lose consciousness in this reality.  I feel that if we all follow our dreams, we can converge on the same answer and manifest it into reality.

Humanity has two options when dealing with a pivaltal point in history such as this, where the entire power structure, along with the negativity it brought, that entangled the earth will be dismantled.  We can have faith that the right thing to do is to love, or we can continue doubting the inevitable future and perpetuate this destructive society to the point humans destroy theirself.  One person that dedicated his life to spreading knowledge of love was crucified on a cross.  The Roman church could not handle the fear of them losing their illusion of power.  History is repeating itself, now that you're aware about it, it's your choice, can we release the past for love now or must we wait until someone's ego can take it no longer and someone else is hurt over fear of losing control, fear of freedom.

I'm encouraging everyone to stop using money after Wednesday, January 9th.  We can make a difference if we consciously end the cycle of greed and death.  We all have the choice to believe, to participate, to change the world.  We all have the chance to begin a new age of equality and love, this is a good start.  It will happen, it's your choice when, for how long must we continue this cycle?

Wouldn't total freedom and a million person music festival be a little better than your day job anyways?

Sharing my wishlist of what I want for my birthday tomorrow:

I want humans to seek peace within theirselves and with others.
I want humans to abandon the current system of possessiveness & greed that entangles and divides the world.
I want humans to exert their energy doing things they truly enjoy, rather than endlessly working for others.
I want humans to base their decisions off what they believe is best, rather than the word of authority.
I want humans to focus on the positives and similarities that unite us.
I want humans to empathize and support eachother as we confront our own problems and imperfections, to better ourselves as people.
I want humans to live without a past, to live without judgement.
I want humans to forgive others and more importantly, themselves.
I want everyone to believe they're perfect as they are.
I want everyone to abondon fear and fall in love.
I want everyone to find their soulmate.
I want the world engulfed in love.
I want my babe back.

This all happened to me, I guess it's asking a bit much for it to happen to everybody, but if we all act in unison and strive for peace at once, we could achieve it.  Wouldn't it be perfect if every human had someone to love infinitely?  One person that means the world to you, one person you keep happy and keeps you happy in return.  We all have a person we connect to most, and if you haven't found them, as long as you have an open heart, as long as you believe in yourself, you will.  How could you find your soulmate if you doubt they're anything special to you or you doubt you're anything special yourself?

We could all fall in love if we don't hessitate to act on what we feel.  All we have to do is create unity within ourselves, be honest with ourselves.

* a bike would be cool too, though not what I truly desire

There's a problem with our currency.  I'm not talking about how people sacrifice their lives and the lives of others for capital gain, I'm talking about the fundamental basis of money is flawed.

If the us dollar stays on it's current path of inflation, we will have infinite money.  How much do you value your cotton if infinite amounts may be produced?  We've witnessed the devaluation of the us dollar for some time, there will inevitably come a time when faith is lost in a valueless commodity, there will come a time, as with any other currency, when it's value becomes 0.  This happens when you choose to realize and move on from our mistakes.

Bitcoin is no exception to flawed logic.  As the dollar crashes, bitcoin would surely rise a good bit in contrast.  Bitcoin will be worth everything, until people realize something better than bitcoin.  There will come a time when people stop conducting business with money.  We are all neighbors, one great big family on earth.  If we gave our energy to what makes us happy rather than to the will of others for pay, we could truly be free from greed.  If we only take what we need, we won't need to take much.  All anybody wants to do is make a positive impact on the world.  There will come a time when man abandons his childhood of greed and evolves to love one another unconditionally.  There will come a time when bitcoin too reaches 0.

You choose, when will this time be?  Will we continue the greed driven society leading us to destruction?  At what point does it get old?  At what point can we disband the illusions that divide us and focus on the similarities that unite us?

Earth can be full of love.  You don't have to work, you just have to live, you just have to love.

My name is Sean Martin, from Raleigh, NC.  I've given up everything I had to spread this message with you by example.  My life has fallen together perfect after a childhood of doubt.  When I learned to believe in myself, I found that I can do anything.  I fell in love with a girl and lost my fear doing so.  When you don't question what you feel, and accept it for what it is, you can truly feel limitless amounts of love.

There's much more to life than the society that is.  I'm calling amongst humanity to contribute to help organize a million person music festival.  When everything you had becomes worthless, we will always have music to bring us together.  This music festival will inevitably happen, we're just waiting, when will we choose to find world peace?

I understand the meaning of the concert and why it hasn't happened, yet.  This whole time I truly only wanted one thing, love.  I told my soulmate, over summer, that I would organize a million person music festival at the end of the year.  I now realize the impact one's words have on reality.  Love is about honesty and unity, when I made such an unrealistic claim, it created doubt in my partners mind.  Is this guy really sane?  Does he really love me as he says?

Our love was divided.  She chose to go to college at the end of summer.  I moved to a city 100 miles away to stay with her.  I tried my best to keep our love alive, but my attempts were misguided.  I was consistently worrying why things weren't the same, rather than accepting what is.  As time passed, we fell farther apart.  The only love I've ever had was gone, just like that.

I questioned everything I knew, everything I experienced.  I, too, questioned our love.  I knew deep down she was all I needed to be happy and that I could never fall as deeply in love with another girl.

I learned it was beyond my control.  No matter how much I desired her love, she must want mine just as much for us to be together.  There was nothing I can do to make her want me.

I had to have faith that fate would bring us together.  I had to lose the fear and uncertainty that divided us.  I had to lose my ego, my imperfections, to become perfect.  This doesn't mean I had to conform to someone else's idea of perfection, it means I learned to believe I was perfectly perfect, no matter what others told me.

I found the same source of love she provided me within myself.  I learned to be perfectly happy, even when she wasn't with me, cause I knew she would always come back to me.

I haven't talked to her in a couple weeks.  Tomorrow, we'll reunite.  She can't run from the truth for much longer.

Small bump in the road, I crashed my car and my phone, along with the contacts, was stolen.  This is what happens when we live in a greed driven society.  People steal from eachother and don't realize they're stealing from their self by doing so.  People notice how you treat others, it can be hard to regain trust with yourself and others if you don't display trustworthiness and unity in your actions.

Some people cannot see the bigger picture, that one may gain a material object today, but one must also live with their actions, the consequences they cast upon other people and the divsion they impose on themselves.

I'm still working full time to make sure this happens.  I looked at bikes today, tomorrow I will be getting a bike and taking off the following day.  I will update this forum with a date and location.

I'm relying on people to realize there's much more to life than endlessly working while simultaneously depleting the earth's resources, that life can be experienced fully without death or destruction.  We make the choice to kill everyday, we can make the choice to love, together.

If you have anything positive you can contribute towards the music festival, you're welcome to bring it.

Everyone is invited, if you doubt the legitacy of the festival, you'll miss the best experience this life can offer, for now.

You are the universe, everything is the universe.  Everyday our world consumes it's self, creating death.  Why do we eat food, other living beings, both plants and animals?  You eat food for energy, but it doesn't last and you drift out of reality, into sleep, every night.

If everyone stopped eating, stopped killing, only loved, we would find all the energy we need within ourselves, and it lasts forever.  When people love, it gives other people more energy, which in turn gives you more energy, creating an ever increasing, ever lasting source of energy.

Once the whole world learns how we are currently destroying ourselves everyday, we can make a conscious effort as humanity to rid death from earth.

Death is just ego, your human part of you that fears, doubts and voids logic.  Your soul knows anything is possible, your soul knows you are the conscious creator of the universe.  In order to find heaven, you must disband your ego, stop doing what makes you human.

All beings encounter the same fate, egodeath.  You have the choice to continue killing yourself until you die, in which you will encounter a new life until you find your soul, or to consciously kill your 'self', your ego.  To stop being human means to stop thinking.  Thoughts are other realities we connect to.  Thoughts disconnect you from the present reality, take away your control over the now.

When you stop thinking of possibilities, you can start manifesting them into reality, by believing.  Whatever you believe is true.  If you believe your're powerless, you are, if you believe you're powerful, you are.  Consciousness has no bounds, you can do anything if you don't doubt yourself, if you believe in yourself.

At the end of this year, earth will unite as one.  All realities will meet, as all humans will stop thinking and learn to believe.  When everyone on earth believes in theirself, all doubt will be eliminated from earth, anything will become possible.

In order to gain more control over your reality, you must become one with it.  Fall in love, with others and yourself.  Be one with everything, don't lie, for lying creates division from yourself.  The less you doubt yourself, the quicker you evolve, the more control you have over life.

You have the choice to believe you're god, or to believe you're a human and bound to fallacious logic, self destruction and death.  You endlessly believe the later until you make the conscious decision to believe otherwise.  Now is the time to believe.

Unconditional love is all you need.  Feel it, don't think it.

Or you could send it to someone who will do something useful with the BTC, like maybe, someone who's organizing a free for all music festival.

One can only help their self.

It's not my watch to sell, I would have sold it. Wasn't my choice, missed your chance.

Updated OP.

I am a man of convictions, I form beliefs based on logic.  I do not state things as fact, I state things as my beliefs.  History repeats itself, I found the patterns in history and can clearly see where it's headed.  None of my theories or predictions have been proven wrong, as I continue to grow as a person everyday.

To clarify the tidal wave prediction; everyone will experience ego death at some point.  That was my major transition point.  If you fail to consciously kill your ego while you're alive, nature will kill it for you when you die.  You have the choice to defy logic, to defy death and take control of your destiny, to live forever.  If everyone voluntarily stopped being 'human,' stopped hating, stopped judging, stopped doubting and destroying, only loved, we would find heaven on earth.

Of course thoughts directly effect reality.  When you have a thought, you have a choice of manifesting that thought into reality or not.  Even if you choose not to, that thought still occupied your consciousness.

Nobody is smarter than anybody.  We are all made equal.  I believe I'm more consciously aware than the average human, at this time.  Awareness is not static, you can increase your awareness by learning, by experiencing, by forming beliefs based on what you experience.  I believe I found the answer to eternal happiness, love.  Implementing love into my life gave me true happiness and total control over my life for the first time.  I see it in those around me, as well.  All you have to do is stop dwelling on problems, and believe that everything will work out for the best, even if it doesn't meet your expectations.  Thinking positively goes a long way.

So yes, I found the answer to eternal happiness and no, I'm not afraid of judgement or rebuttal.  I know it's true because it worked for me, I won't let the doubt of others divide me from my beliefs and life experiences.  Knowledge is nothing to horde.

Your thoughts exist in some reality, so yes, it's real.  Thoughts are alternate realities you connect to.  Whatever you believe creates your reality.  You see what you see because you believe you see it.  You can see more than what appears to be if you believe you can.  If you believe I'm a bad person, in your reality, I'm a bad person.  It doesn't mean I'm a bad person in anyone else's reality.

Our reality is a man-made society based on control and fear.  Clearly we are not in a state of peace, heaven.

I learned humans must stop eating in order to find heaven, to end the cycle of death.  I continued to eat after a small break because the world is still engulfed with negativity.  When all humans become aware at this knowledge, we can act as one and stop destroying ourselves in a conscious effort to unite the world.

Is it not worth a try?  To not kill, doubt or hate, for one day, together?  Love is infinite energy, when someone loves you, it increases your sense of happiness, which you then send love back with, creating an exponential growing cycle of energy, love.

How could my ego delude me to believing in all this when the ego's primary function is to doubt everything?  We all know everything, we all share an omniscient consciousness because there's only one consciousness to experience.  When you break down the ego, you stop doubting and start convicting beliefs of your own.  Talking conveys logic, just like math.  Logic brings isolated cultures to the same conclusion regarding our spiritual existence.

Keep in mind, the ego is used to doubt and divide.  Even if I say something like unicorns are real, it's still true, it's still thinking with my consciousness, because in some reality, unicorns are real.  Everything exists everywhere, lack of experience does not constitute lack of existence.

Your entire post restates your opinion of me.  "Your words are... Your ego is... The fact that you think..etc," these are all judgments, reinstatements of what you believe I believe.  How can you speak on behalf of others if you're not them?

Not yet, once I get access to a bike I'll head west to find the location.  Sometime this weekend or early next week.

What about my words are egocentric?  I realized I knew nothing long ago, that everything everybody told me could be a lie and I wouldn't know, until I realized I knew what I experienced was real because I experienced it.  You can form beliefs based off your experiences.  If you feel that you know nothing, you don't.  If you feel that you know everything, trust your feelings, you may actually turn out to know everything.  We are different segments of one conscious being, the universe.  You do know everything, though you must find it within yourself.  What would the point of life be if you already knew everything?  Division is what makes life life, it's up to you to seek love and unity.


Update regarding music festival:

Got contact for a company that organizes concerts, will speak to them directly in the near future.
Found a drummer to perform with us.

Dates are not final, but everything is rolling together perfect.

Religion was invented to describe the universe philosophically, man perverted religion to keep control. The basis of religion is correct, love.  Most control stems from the many governments of the world.  Keyword: govern.

Says me. Why fear anything if the worst case scenario, death, interests you rather than frightens you?  I will live forever, I found my soul.  Nothing can kill me if I already killed my ego.

Writing a list of rules means nothing.  In order for one to impose consequences, one must apply force upon another individual.  There's nothing loving about controlling people's behavior to your specifications.  Karma is the only rule of law we must know.  It's simply the law of attraction, if you're negative to people, they're more likely to act negatively back.  If you love everybody, they're more likely to love you back.  All humans want is energy.  Harming others gives you an illusory boost of control, but it's not real and cannot match the pure, eternal energy of love.

The only way to find eternal happiness is to love.  Otherwise, nature will catch up with you.

People are different than others because we create division.  We use knowledge for personal gain rather than social gain.  Everyone is created equal.  Your environment played a large factor into creating you to be who you are, but once you become aware of your total control over your life, you have the power to become anything.  If you doubt your freewill, you lose control over your actions.  I've been on both sides, it's a lot nicer to trust everyone than nobody.

Everything our society has created is based off fear, ultimately, fear of death.  People live in fear of judgement and punishment and consequently give up their capacity to choose things their self.  If someone instills fear in you, telling you to do something, you give them power by acting on behalf of their will.  When you overcome fear of death and understand it's a transformation of existence, not a ceaseation of existence, there really is nothing to fear.  No one can control you if you see threats as they are, scare tactics to impose control.

Are we not equal?  How so?  You're a conscious being, I'm a conscious being, a flea's a conscious being, we're all equal.  Yes, we are at different stages of evolution, but how does one nonsubjectively judge the superiority of different parts of the same creation?  You can create an illusion of superiority in your reality, but everyone else will look at you the same, equal.

You'll have to explain how fear's a good feeling.  It's not to me.  I lived most of my life in fear.  I learned I was manifesting fear within myself and have since stopped living in fear.  Fear & doubt led me to hell, to the verge of suicide, love & positivity freed me from my problems, gave me total control over my life. You're welcome to your own opinion, loving unconditionally leaves no room for fear or doubt, to me.

Time isn't real. Do not underestimate exponential growth and proliferation of ideas. We all know our society is driven by fear and greed. We all know acting together as one would free our society from our tyrannical leaders. We are just now becoming aware of this.

It's up to you to live in fear or love. Fear is what gives the system power, love is what gives you power. The choice is yours.

As I've already explained, the concert is driven by donations. Just like anything in life, I can't make you contribute, I can only explain how it's in your best interest to do so.

I will pick a location within the next 7-10 days, hopefully. Just need a bike and it's off.

I've gathered a few additional contacts for DJs, producers and someone to get in touch with a couple of artist's managers.

A million person concert isn't anything?  I'll give you the world, you have to believe it's yours though.

Nearly all jobs profit off the destruction of earth and humans.  I choose to play guitar and organize a music festival instead.  I'm giving you the chance to help usher in a new era of peace, love and freedom.  By helping me, you're helping yourself.