What you see in me is what you see in you.

This is just the story of jesus repeating in modern times.  A man stands up against the greed based society he lives in.  He finds spirituality and oneness then speaks the truth against the judgment of his peers.  And he was killed for it.

All your judgment just further proves me right in the end.

Cause dat love shit aint 'cool'

It will change.  We have been conditioned to think ego is the way.  We will wake up.  We are now.  Those that don't want to can continue their dream elsewhere.

What words have I 'stolen'?  Everything I speak comes from my soul.


It still costs money to self publish a book.  I stated this in the OP, I do not want to touch the money, I want to work with you so you pay the publishing company and I distribute the copies.  I don't want to touch a dime of this.


I've said this many times but I will repeat myself since some of you are having difficulty understanding.  I didn't scam squall.  I respect the man greatly, he put faith in me for a crucial time of my life when no one else would.  The business I was conducting was going fine until a $500 from a guy in China fell through at the same time as a $500 order from PF fell through.  Either one of those orders would have more than substantiated the $1000 loan, I could have easily made $5000 with plenty of money to repay squall.

You're channeling your anger on the wrong person, I made no ill attempt to scam squall for money.  All I wanted was to get the funds I needed to progress in life musically and spiritually so I could further help those around me.  If you want to get mad for something that doesn't effect your life, get mad at the asian guy who scammed me.  Get mad at PF who scammed me and vanished with my money.  Their actions are what led to my inability to fulfill the debt with squall.

And by further discriminating me and attacking me, it is you who is now withholding squall from getting his money back.  If I could get this book published, there is a good chance I can surpass 1000, even 10,000 copies.  I am going to make my best effort to have it distributed online and in store fronts if possible.


KelticFox, I am setting the example for others by taking the first steps towards creating a better society.  I am setting the example that you can lose your house, friends, loved ones and the respect of your peers but if you stay true to yourself, no one can tarnish the amount of peace you hold.  I am setting the example by leaving our primitive, highly consumptuous and destructive lifestyles.  I will be fasting for 42 days and walking across the country to form a new society that operates off the principles of positivity, love and sharing rather than negativity, inequality and greed.  I am following my dream no matter what people tell me, because that is what we should all truly be doing.  Following our own dream, not your business's dream, not the government's dream, not society's dream, but your dream.

I am setting the example for you to follow.  Those who choose to do so will ascend to a higher dimension of existence where life is truly infinite in every way fathomable.  Those who truly believe in their self and attune to my words will walk to the music festival where they will be the first to ascend to the higher dimensions.

I have sacrificed my life to the will of god to help others with the knowledge and power of infinite love I hold.  I have quite literally laid out in a ditch with the understanding that I would take a bullet to the face by cartel members as a sacrifice to show the world the true state of humanity at these times.

I may not have helped people materially as much as others, though the work I do is on a spiritual level, which spreads throughout the world and reaches far more individuals.  Though I have given out joints in Winston Salem, given out spiritual compounds to friends and strangers for free, I have shared food with the homeless and done what I could with the limited resources I had available to leave a positive mark on society and show people that life is not about being greedy and becoming miserable.  It is about sharing and becoming one.  Finding true peace with yourself and those around you.

You should look up The Sacred Mushroom.

Do you really think Jesus just popped out of his mother and was some divine mystical being performing miracles, or do you think he tapped into his consciousness through natural mind opening substances which were not demonized or illegal at the time?

People do 'follow' me, meaning people do believe in me and the message I teach.  People are going to make their own walk to the music festival when it's their time.  You can speak for the perspective of no one, but no one cannot speak for everyone.

I'm going to fast for 42 days, and from there on, you can doubt me if you wish, but you are only doubting yourself.  Your negative reality is only applicable to yourself and is a result of the negative mentality we have been conditioned with in this materialistic society.  You're being farmed for your negative energy by those who created this wondrous hell hole of a civilization.

And we all use drugs.  Everything is a chemical.  Food is made of chemicals, even light is absorbed as particles into the mind.  Everything you do, everything you see, all chemicals.  You should consider not judging someone for doing something you have no experience with.  It is ignorance to do otherwise.

Psychedelics aren't highly illegal because they're dangerous.  They're the least toxic psychoactive chemicals around.  They're illegal because if everyone in our population tripped, even once, we would know that governments are completely unnecessary and downright evil, as they only exist through manipulation of the public and exertion of force through violence.

They are illegal because greed based societies and social hierarchies are a creation of negative thought processes, aka a creation of satan, negativity.  Psychedelics allow you to transcend beyond what you have been indoctrinated and brainwashed into believing and into a higher realm of thoughts and feelings where you see a universal perspective of our society and existence.  They are illegal because they are a threat to the powers that be.

Your pineal gland is what many refer to as your third eye.  It is the part of the brain that connects your consciousness to this physical plane of existence.  Many things in our society inhibit the growth and functionality of our pineal glands.  Fluoridated water calcifies the pineal gland and disconnects you from reality and your true spiritual nature.

Maintaining a healthy pineal gland is vital in maintaining a healthy body and mind.  It is also the gateway to the spirit realm and all it has to offer, including lucid dreams, astral projection, out of body experiences and our dormant but present psychic abilities we have long lost touch with in modern society.

If interested, one thing you should try to decalcify and activate your pineal gland is sungazing.  Stare into the sun as it's setting or rising over the horizon an observe it for what it truly is.  A functional pineal gland leads to a healthier and happier life and connectivity with yourself and your surroundings.

Here's a good video on the matter:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CTC_eeJj7zE

They are the ones who put their self in that position.  The book would do more good than the minute harm of people publishing it, they may even take something away from it.

By your logic, I shouldn't use gas, or eat food, or bottled water, or the internet, etc.

It's about minimizing our consumption and leaving a positive mark of creation over the amount of destruction we disperse.

Everything is a mind altering substance.  Everything alters your perception, whether it's an image, your television, words, feelings.  They are all frequency inputs to the mind that alter your state of consciousness.

Terms are negotiable.  You would receive the money until the loan is paid back and I would sign a couple copies of the book for you to have.

And beyond the physical, you would help make the world a better place and I believe you would feel pretty good about it in the future and as time goes by.  The text of the book alone itself would also help you gain understanding and peace in life.

By contributing, you do mean contributing to destroying our planet, correct?

Humanity has evolved much since Jesus was alive.  We each hold the same truth but I have completely new mediums and languages to articulate it than they did 2000 years ago.

People told Jesus he was crazy too, it's just the pattern repeating as it has throughout time.

You speak for no one but yourself, all the trash you talk is only applicable to your reality.

Vod, just stop shilling and get a life.  Find a purpose.  This book would help you do that.

I have enough life experiences to know that I am on the right path.  For me to be wrong would equate the injustices I have experienced and many have experienced from the tyrannical forces of the world as right.

The ones who treat others with hate and negativity are the one's doing the wrong, not those that believe in love and infinity.  This is a repeating pattern in history.  Someone arises out of a greedy society and speaks against it and they are ridiculed, brutalized and killed as a result.  I am in the same position, but I believe I cannot be killed if someone tried.

I am in better health than most everyone I see.  When I lived a life of negativity, my health diminished vastly.  Since I found love, understanding and purpose in life, I got in the best health I have ever been in.  Negative thought patterns lead to negative health patterns and disease, misalignment with your body and the universe.

I have admitted I was wrong many more times than others will in their life.  But I have seen the truth, I know the truth within, and the more I live, the more the truth is confirmed.

And I initially used DMT to see what it was.  I was interested in expanding my mind into that dimension of existence.  I used it twice after and the third time I was probably using it more so recreationally than to spiritually evolve.  My third DMT trip was quite bad as a result, the being was clearly angry with me and I realized that I should only use DMT when in pursuit of spiritual evolution.

Since then, I have tried to make DMT a more spiritually immersive experience.  Aya was a very humbling experience the first time I drank it, the spirit you encounter is so wise and so evolved.  The next few times I became better acquainted with it and I grew very much from the experience.

Just because you're no one doesn't mean you can speak for everyone, vod.  Multiple people have told me on here that I should write a book.  I talked to my banker today and he said he'd buy two copies.

Again, what do you do for the world other than bully people vod?

That's why I said in the OP that I do not wish to handle any money.  You can pay the publishing company directly and I will handle the books from there.

But the music festival will be something special.  Those who attend will be doing so on the preface and understanding that they will ascend to a higher dimension, which is what will make it possible, because we will anticipate and believe it into reality.

See, you clearly don't give a fuck if squall is paid back.  That's what this book could accomplish, but you'd rather deter that from happening so you can attack me as long as possible.

And an online version won't do much good if the economy collapses and you have no access to electricity.


I get it but that doesn't seem reasonable.  I'm writing this story for the purpose of it being spread and leaving an impact on society, I have no reason to not ship it to someone who's bought a copy.

No, you're not.  We are all equally intelligent.  It is our awareness level that varies from person to person.

Einstein knew this.

Those that think I'm delusional, those that think I'm crazy, clearly lack understanding, for that's exactly what it means to call someone crazy.  This story has the potential to help you see my side.  To help you grow.  To help you evolve.

I don't know how that would work.  I'm not going to not ship them once they're published, I want this story to be heard.  Holding a bunch of copies wouldn't do me much good.

No, I can't.  That was the value of all my property new, not used.


What do you mean exactly?

That wouldn't pay back squall.  Why don't you stop talking shit and bullying people for once.  If you don't have anything positive to say, don't say anything at all.