Deep down there is a very old overweight man who will come out and then die. And that's if you are lucky.
nope, i am young and healthy. the only thing you are right about is i will die. and i am not afraid.
The how do you justify the risk of stealing? You admit it makes you feel awful. Do you need the money? Do you realize the legal expenses will wipe you out. Despite my Dad being occasionally rich, he died broke. Over time I have out earned him by a great deal.
i dont know. first, if its done to me i dont feel as guilty. its the way of the world.
second, i dont see it as stealing. stealing is taking something that doesnt belong to you without permission. i dont steal. i scam. its different. i didnt take anything. it was given to me. i just failed to live up to my end of the deal. like defaulting on a loan.
i no longer need the money. this is a big part of the reason why i no longer scam.
i can handle the legal expenses, if caught.
How old are you? Do any of you IRL friend/family know you scam? If they don't how do you explain the money?
i am in my 20's. my so called "friends" are scammers. they know. so does my family. i dont hide it.