Bro! People have suffered things much worse than this. I believe that suicide is a coward way out. Think about it, if you kill yoursef you will have no benefit cause you have nothing. Take a day for yourself just to think, watch your favorite movie, read a book, enjoy the small things in life... Hopefully this will make you feel better. Call your country´s suicide prevention hotline and talk to an expert before taking this decision.
I have a current debt of $25,000 and a company that is not doing well... I am feeling just fine and working my way out.