Hey all. Thanks for all the responses.

I just wanted to clarify. I bought into bitcoin very early in 2018, on the way down from it's peak.

I did have some smaller gambling losses in 2017, but not using bitcoins. It was not nearly as much as what I invested in 2018 and gambled in 2019.

I do have a solid career and will be able to bounce back financially after some years. Mentally, it is very tough thinking about how much time I have set myself back.

It is always in the back of my mind. It makes life feel very different.

Again, thanks for all the responses. I did not expect so many.

I've lost big. Over the last two or three years, I've lost 60K in total. It was almost my entire savings.
It started out with a large investment in bitcoin when the price was about 13K.
When the price dropped to below 4K, I lost all hope after waiting forever and gambled it on bitcoin gambling sites trying to triple it up, just to make my money back.
I lost that and a lot more. Never imagined it turning out this way. Especially after the price went back up.
I don't have a lot of close people to turn to nowadays. It's hard to get through each day feeling horrible. Just needed to reach out somewhere.
Sorry if this isn't the place.