Feel sorry to hear that. Some governments in EURO are showing their irresponsibility in containing and treating the virus. They seem to less care to infected people.
If you are still try to keep you alive in crypto is keep calm, Trust in your choice, and HODL it.
I understand you. But my weak mentality always made me afraid of losing coin value hour by hour, and then I sold my coin as fast as possible to advoid the big losses