~snip~
I have a friend who something similar happened to your situation, but at one point he made a very bad investment in several currencies believing that they were going to rise and the opposite happened, (It was when Bitcoin from almost $ 20k went to $ 10k) there He lost almost all his money and he reached $ 500k, his goal was to reach $ 1M, he actually reached $ 500k by sheer luck and he thought he knew the market, that Bitcoin was never going to go down and that cryptocurrencies were not going to go down either, nowadays. He does not have crypto, I think he trusted himself and what he lacked was to educate himself more, that is, to read books, I recommended reading books by Wyckoff and Jesse Livermore, out of laziness he did not read them and made business decisions because he believed what he thought was, and ended up losing everything, in general what I recommend is, educate yourself much more, read a lot and do not risk all your money, work a part and learn every day.
I guess I failed to mention that the first 5 months of learning from my friend's dad was spent almost entirely reading works by Livermore, Schwager, Seykota, Rashcke and Douglas. I spent 5 months educating myself each and everyday, trading with a simulated account and reviewing my trades with my mentor at market close. I have taken this very seriously but I know I still have a ways to go. Thank you for the concern