3 years on and these are my last words on this matter.

Everyone who wanted my life to turn to dust definitely succeeded.

When I ran bonuspool for well over a year, I always offered the highest possible payouts and always paid on time and everyone were happy.

Everything went right even at times I kept paying more than 100% out of my own pocket to keep users happy.

This all slowly led to me making the biggest mistake imaginable, trusting bitcoinmax and only for a week.

This one decision among all decisions led to my internet and social life meltdown where those who made death threats against me should have acted on it because it would have been a way more humane way for me to get off this planet.

When I started bonuspool I wanted to help users earn a bit more and as I stated before if I ever had any intention to scam anyone I would not have used all my real public information which in turn let to my social destruction.

Numerous times I requested from bitcoinmax to provide me with my balance to have as much proof as possible to show users I did not run off with anyones coins nor profited but bitcoinmax simply disconnected their website and all communication the same day, that I lost all of my own coins except the +/- 100BTC buffer of coins I always kept aside at the time I ended up paying out to last few payout requests that was pending before pirate@40 ran with everyones coins.

Due to my own ambition and partial stupidity I ended up trusting something I would never in a 1000 different lifetimes have done and the result was a complete killswitch on my life, the people I enjoyed collaborate with and future people I intended to have friendships with.

bitcoinmax and pirate@40 activated the killswitch on my life but ultimately I pressed the button when I chose to trust it and that is something I cannot take back and it is still haunting me to this day and forever will.

if I could repay everyone I would have, but I noticed that a year of relationship with users and being seen as a honest person turns to zero within a few seconds when something goes horribly wrong.

To this day I hope that the funds stolen from all of us by pirate@40 and bitcoinmax, which in turn got solely blamed on me by my bonuspool users did not ruin anyone elses life as much as it did mine. That no one feels the way I feel today due to loss of friends,social status and my own financial loss due to this whole painful disaster.

I know this is too little to late for many of you, I explained it to the few who calmly contacted me back when it all went to shit but ultimately I simply had no way to communicate on the forum after a few users harrassed,threatened and ultimately made horrendous death threats and hire to kill darkweb requests against me and my family. At this point I was still in complete shock over pirate@40 theft of coins and all these extra pressure made me switch off entirely and drove me into deep depression.

I dont expect any pity from anyone. Everyone got hurt in this and believe it or not I got hurt and damaged by far more than mere financial loss.

All I ask is to try and understand what happened and look back at how we communicated before things went south and find it somehow possible to see things from my perspective as explain above and understand just how much this cost me, then, now and in the future.

I typed this from the heart, you guys can make of it what you want and I am sure there is alot of spelling errors.

I am really fucking sorry how this ended and tried my best to find a solution to make some sort of repayments but google indexing which you guys succesfull maintained kept me from any decent job with zero solution for repayment or own income to survive.