Through a number of cases the Supreme Court has created a framework for speech and expression that is NOT protected under the first amendment. This includes actions that deter from a legitimate government function that isn't directly related to the speech. This includes, burning a draft card (war effort) or burning money (regulating commerce), but not burning the flag.
I see more and more acrticles of bitcoin being used for illegal activities will this hurt bitcoin in the long run , will governments ban this just like they started to do wih paying in cash for some services to harden the use of illegal , and money laundering
Government can't ban Bitcoin, that's the whole point.
I'm not fully sure how to interpret your question, but Bitcoin can disappear in a sense. If a wallet is lost, the Bitcoin is essentially lost. It will no longer be part of the active bitcoin economy as it is impossible to use.