I need some help.
Two weeks ago nag send ako ng application sa isang campaign. After that, nakatanggap ako ng message (pm) na deleted yung post ko (yung application mismo). Inignore ko lang kasi wala naman sinabing reason. Then kaninang umaga nakita ko yung campaign na may 2 slots available so nag apply ulit ako. After that bigla na lang ako nalagay sa smas blacklist and worst permanently banned daw. I didn't even noticed na yung first apply ko n binura nila ay masasama na ko sa smas list kaya nung second apply ko ay banned na.
Ano dapat ko gawin? Sa tingin nyo ba may mali akong nagawa? Paano mawawala yung red trust ko? Please help me guys.

I believe that we just borrow our lives from God. And He is the only one who have right to take them away from us.

Some will say yes, but for those who struggle so much definitely the answer is no. For me? I struggle a lot, but my answer is still a yes. Why? Simply because I trust God who created us. I take those struggles as a challenge. I believe God would not give us a challenge that we can't handle. He just want us to become stronger and have faith. I'm not the type of girl who always pray, read bible, nor always go to church but in my own way I can proudly say I believed in Him. May God bless us all.