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tub@love.com
tall@love.com
cant@love.com

and some others... Shoot me some offers

These are AOL based emails - you can login to mail.aol.com with them and use them just like any other AOL email.

I have a transaction that is not found in any blockchain explorers and "not in mempool".
I can abandon the transaction without having to put walletbroadcast=0, but once I abandon it, it doesn't really do anything (I don't get the BTC back in my wallet)
I'm just wondering what steps I must take in order to get the bitcoins back, I don't have access to the address that the unconfirmed TX is sending to either...

UPDATE:: I opened my btc wallet this morning and needed to do a blick reconstruct becaude it was corrupted or something, once the sync caught up to my transaction, it said the transaction is conflicted with a transaction that has 10,000 confirms... I abandoned it again and it made the transaction disappear right off my wallet, but once again no btc back. My wallet is still sybcing, about 2 years back. Anyone have any other suggestions?

I have this transaction from a few years ago that is not in memory pool.
I tried to zapwallettxes and full rescan, but I did not receive my bitcoins back. I have tried abandoning the transaction but it doesn't seem to do anything.
Is there any way I can get this transaction amount back into my wallet? If so, what are the steps I must take.

Thank you very much