I began to think this would be a waste of time with everything I learned because almost all the projects I had followed ended in scammers. Is this a waste of time for me? 

Everyone is waiting for 2019 to see the price of the coin back up, But what do you do if it gets worse?

[I really hope for that.]

I received bad information about my bitcointalk account. Can I get an explanation of the banned I got? I really hope that I can use my account again and great hope to be forgiven for the mistakes I made. If I'm given a second chance then I will never repeat the mistakes I made.
I really hope for that.