Today I will be allowed to spread my heart because perhaps there is almost no way to solve it. I just want to ask what Bitcoin is, what Dice is, and why it ruins my family like that.

I am the eldest brother of a poor family in Asia. My parents struggled and there was almost no time to rest, to earn a thousand dollars a year, which meant almost 2 dollars a day to sustain life. However, our life is still going on normally and I never stop happy when I think about my family. My younger brother and I, who are 2 years younger than me, at age 15 tried to work. However, the disaster happened to my family for 2 years. I don't understand why my brother could change and do such terrible things. Every night our family could not sleep. I don't understand when he learns something like bitcoin, or Dice, and since then he burned money for such things. I did not understand those things, and what it was but allowed me to despise them for breaking my family. He took everything away and that was contributing to killing his sister. While my little sister has suffered from a respiratory illness since she was a child, for many years our family has worked almost without rest so that she can treat her every month. You can understand almost the whole year we don't eat restaurants. Each family member for 1 year only bought 2 sets of work clothes, almost ten years without a holiday for the whole family. Everything saves to let my sister be healed. That's what we are motivated to never give up.

So you know, but the amount of savings in years now has disappeared. Our whole family could not eat and could not sleep. And the most heartbreaking thing that made us want to die was that my brother stole that money for Bitcoin Dice. He said that he wanted to invest, wanted to give his sister enough money to treat once until the end. Want a better life for the family. After that, it lost and eventually lost nothing. Despite my sister's regular treatment time, it was close.

My mother could not bear it, she thought she had lost her two children once. A sick daughter is deprived of her treatment, and a boy has turned into a devil. my mother is currently unable to walk and can only stay in bed. My father and I were like two small trees in the middle of a great storm. Today, some strangers came to the house to look for my brother to ask for money, and people took away many of the furniture to replace his debt, of course he escaped. My sister has long been optimistic and has fun in life. I know her pain and she always wants to give up, but she tries for her father, for her mother, for her brother. The opportunity to heal is difficult, but the opportunity for ill health is no longer available, and today the belief in everything to find is even harder. He left and left the darkest things for his family. Sometimes I wonder if he is still human? Should I kill him if I find him.

Today, I am no longer awake. And maybe I have no way to change everything. I just wish there was a miracle for my sister to have a chance tomorrow, she had suffered so many disadvantages since she was born. I wish I could exchange my life and health for her. I'm really exhausted. I was so tired that I could not live in this world.

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Today, September 18, 2019. I come back here and open my heart. After a while from the incident, my family and I tried our best to hold on to the last hope. But maybe that is not enough. We have requested government assistance but probably for many reasons that aid has not been approved. While the illness of my family members cannot wait. I was really desperate, last time I tried my best to support my family and my sister but now I'm really depressed. For many people, the amount of $ 10,000 isn't too big for a fun, tour or even a casino. But I can't get it to save the person I love ... What should I do?

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October 16, only 2 days left.
I do not care about those who judge me with harsh words, because they are not me nor are they in my situation now. I am also not afraid to lose my honor because this is not for myself.

I have nothing now. But I can spend 10 years, 20 years or my whole life working for someone for free, so that I can save my family and my little sister right now.

I just hope that someone will understand me. I know this is crazy, I'm really tired but I can't give up. Because I still have to try even a little hope in the last moments.
This is my email address: nvnhon.hcmut@gmail.com.
Phone number (including Telegram): +84963427987