I experienced this, and the thing that give me motivations is my dreams in my mind. for me, there is nothing more powerful than my dreams. after this usually i just sit down, light my smoke, said to myself that i can do it, i can release this bad feeling. and after that, i pray to GOD, please give me stronger shoulder than before so i can hold it, and keep me in GOD arm.
i am curious about what is your motivation when you gets down? what exactly you do to get up in this situation? thank you.
PS : don't copy my habits in smoke because its not good for you
