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1  Other / Off-topic / I'm seriously contemplating suicide, why am I telling you lot this? on: October 11, 2015, 05:46:00 PM
I guess this is as off topic as it get's.

The older I get , the harder it hurts.
      First off, 8 years ago, I started getting these horrible "headaches". Not migraines or what you would think are normal headaches, but mind numbing killing head pains on the right side of my head called Cluster Headaches. Don't let the headache part fool you, I can not simply take a aspirin to get rid of this pain, this condition has been called suicide headache for a reason due to the intense pain that just can not be stopped unless proper treatment is provided. I have been on a cocktail of drugs for the past 8 years that has completely fucked up my life and lost a large portion of my friends and social life.

      It wasn't until last year that I started getting the right treatment I needed. I am on Verapemil, O2 , Topiramate and have Sumatriptan injections which are great for stopping an attack when it happens. Only a handful of the people I know , including family , truly understand the shit I go through for this lifelong none life "threatening" condition. Work is a cunt, all they hear is headache and think I am bullshitting most of the time. Everyday is a fucking drag going into work fucked of my head on meds stopping this chronic pain from making it's appearance, and when it does come at work I always feel guilty of the fact that I have to leave everyone in the shit by going home to suck on my o2 tank while they think I am bulllshitting my self out of work, I need the money, I don't get sick pay or anything!

      My social life is next to none, it's obviously better now I have some form of treatment but I have lost 8 years to this pain that I will never get back, I am 33 and single! I can't put any partner through this bullshit I am going through. It's such a burden for me, imagine what it will be like for them. This is the only reason I got into bitcoin due to having so much time being in so much pain. For the past fuck knows how many years I must of quit and rejoined Facebook well over 200 times due to this very reason, no one gives a shit. And why should they?.

      So what is the point? All I keep thinking about is taking all my meds and being done about it. Everyone is having kids and getting engaged or married, getting promotions and what not, and I'm still the same cunt bitching about me. Surely the world is better off without me, fuck it.

I haven't been that active here for the past year I guess, due to me trying to get my life back. And I guess I am saying this here due to this place being the last place I felt at home at...

I am sorry for saying this, I am sorry for making anyone's day shit by making them read my shitty grammer or horrible words of offence,

I just had to get it off my chest just in case I do something.

And thanks for the experience, I hope it goes well for you all.
2  Bitcoin / Bitcoin Discussion / Re: Point-of-Sale Giant Ingenico Rolls Out Worldwide Bitcoin Payments on: October 08, 2015, 12:50:56 PM
However, with all the back log of transactions, it will take some time to get first confirmation. Can the shop trust the shopper?

Have you ever bought anything using Bitpay? (although saying that, I have only just heard about the recent malleability attack but still that shouldn't be a problem? no?)
3  Bitcoin / Bitcoin Discussion / Re: Operation Caelus; Bitcoin node in space. on: September 26, 2015, 09:43:11 AM
Apollo 11 landed on the moon on the 20th of July 1969 with less technology then a modern calculator
Apollo 11 never landed on the moon. It was a hoax by USA to outcompete USSR in the space exploration race.

Fuck off , you stupid cunt. Unless that was a joke. If so, it was not funny!
4  Other / Off-topic / Re: Use of smileys/emoticons on: September 01, 2015, 04:40:48 AM
As long as you use them horrible Kirby emotes, you will come off as a true professional. (>'-')> <('-'<) ^(' - ')^ <('-'<) (>'-')>
5  Bitcoin / Press / Re: [2015-08-23] Mark Karpeles is arrested again in Japan on: August 24, 2015, 09:40:11 AM
What kind of bed cost $42k. Does any one know the detail? I just want to see if the bed actually has amazing functionality and not just exotic materials.

The bed brings him hot coffee without having to get his ass out of bed.   Smiley

I want that bed Sad
6  Bitcoin / Press / [2015-08-20] Gizmodo - Why Does Montreal Have a Bitcoin Embassy? on: August 21, 2015, 03:30:36 AM
Gizmodo - Why Does Montreal Have a Bitcoin Embassy?

In the heart of downtown Montreal, between a boarded-up bar and restaurant, there’s a three-storey glass building. It looks for all the world like any other normal office — that is, until you spot the sign swaying in the wind: “Bitcoin Embassy”.
7  Other / Off-topic / Re: Which one anti-virus you are using to secure you PC on: August 09, 2015, 02:32:49 PM
8  Other / Off-topic / Re: Let's Count to 21 Million with Images on: August 09, 2015, 12:21:08 PM
9  Other / Off-topic / Re: Who has Windows 10? on: August 09, 2015, 11:55:53 AM
I have to wait until the Oculus Rift is fully supported, which it is not at the moment ( I think).
Out of curiosity, are you a developer, or a gamer waiting for an updated Runtime ?

Gamer. SDK/run time 0.7 is out on the 25th so hopefully they will have a fix included in that. I have seen a Win 10 fix floating about if I upgrade (rather than fresh), but I am currently using run time 0.5 due to a problem with AMD cards and extended mode. Sad
10  Bitcoin / Bitcoin Discussion / Re: Can Bitcoin become the best technology ? on: August 09, 2015, 11:39:55 AM
This will become the best technology..

11  Economy / Micro Earnings / Re: faucet - Has anyone rolled the top prize, 10,000? on: August 09, 2015, 11:35:47 AM
I have hit 0001 a few times but apart from that only one 9994 win.

Oh, also one of my slaves must of hit 9994 - 9997 one time.
12  Bitcoin / Press / [2015-08-07] BBC - Japan court rules against Bitcoin compensation plea on: August 07, 2015, 01:34:42 PM
BBC - Japan court rules against Bitcoin compensation plea

Old news, new day.

Bitcoin developer Mike Hearn told the BBC he was a little surprised by the Tokyo court's ruling but added that there was still a great deal of confusion over the legal status of Bitcoin in many nations.
"What's we've seen a bunch of times is different governments in different parts of the world coming to different conclusions about Bitcoin," he said.
13  Bitcoin / Bitcoin Discussion / Re: Karpeles finally getting some Japanese style justice - hang 'em high on: August 01, 2015, 08:20:41 AM

Ha, the filename for the first photo on that page is called _74244159_fart.jpg

14  Other / Off-topic / Re: Let's Count to 21 Million with Images on: August 01, 2015, 08:18:25 AM
15  Other / Off-topic / Re: Totally Off-Topic! on: August 01, 2015, 08:03:52 AM
I spent ages yesterday trying to find the right shoes to wear to KFC. In the end I ended up buying some loafers and a new tennis racket, the chicken wasn't half bad either. I guess that is a metaphor for life really.

Chew one candy and the rest break your teeth.
16  Other / Off-topic / Re: Answer the question above with a question. on: August 01, 2015, 07:55:36 AM

Isn't that gross?

He has a tail?
17  Bitcoin / Bitcoin Discussion / Re: Mark Karpeles arrested by japanese authority on: August 01, 2015, 07:30:05 AM
Yeah, we do kinda need a new thread for the actual arrest. Smiley

18  Other / Off-topic / Re: Who has Windows 10? on: July 31, 2015, 10:45:17 AM
I have to wait until the Oculus Rift is fully supported, which it is not at the moment ( I think).
19  Other / Off-topic / Re: Answer the question above with a question. on: July 31, 2015, 10:38:31 AM
should I go out and buy some bacon then turn it into that man , for science?

edit: (bah, seems I'm a tad too late)

20  Bitcoin / Press / Re: [2015-07-31] CD - Drone Delivers Bitcoin-Purchased Cannabis in California on: July 31, 2015, 10:29:15 AM
So, go to SF with a slingshot (or assault weapon, w/e) and shoot the drones out of the sky.

Free weed.

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