Without any hesitation and doubt, we can say that you spent your time on nothing, others probably made a lot of money (the ones you worked for), and now you can just be an example to others to learn from your mistakes. In a year and a half, you could become at least a Member or a Full Member, learn something and become a valuable member of the forum, which would be enough for you to participate in a signature campaign that pays in BTC.

My advice to you is to stop bounty campaigns, and use the New Year for something new, it's never too late for life changes.