It's definitely not a good action you made. Did you just do it knowing that your money will be put in danger or did you do it without knowing the risks? I hope you would get your money back as you expected.

There are many ways to make money online. Here by i list out the ways to earn money through online. They are
1.Google Adsense
2.Affiliate Program
3.Blogging
4.Sell products relevant to your blog.
5. writing article .
6 Reseller business
Among those I would suggest to you start reseller business to earn money. Reselling business is the most profitable online business. Reselling business is nothing but getting service from someone fixing high rate and then earning amount by getting commission from them. To start this you must first have reseller account .To get reseller account visit GoResellers.com here they provide two reseller plans you can choose one among them based on your needs. Using which you can buy domain names, website builder service, web designing services and so on. After that you can fix high rate for those services and sold them. You can earn quick cash through this method. According to me reseller business is one of the best way to make money online.

I think the most dangerous job is been a security personnel. You could be killed at any moment.

I suggest you register on the dating site. I think it will be fun to communicate with other people. So I think you'll get a practice of communication sooner.