I am leaving guys. :(

[grendel25]

This is why it's important to meditate on the good things you have.  Close your eyes, go blank for as long as you can.  When you come back to conscious awareness it's time to take inventory of the many good things you are blessed to have: you are breathing, you can see/hear/smell/touch, you have food, shelter... perhaps you even have wealth in a modest or even extravagant sense. 

Of course, it's just part of life: living and learning.

Just wish I could take my own advice.