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December 24, 2016, 02:26:49 PM |
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There was a lady that when I was 14 I did some cassette tape transfers for. I kept in touch with her now and again for a few years. I remembered her today as people rarely used to see her and I had a chat with her so she would know that someone was appreciating her...
She was so emotionally overwhelmed, this lonely lady who has no clue how to use any technology save the landline phone and TV she has. At the age of 14 (I am 22 now) I sorted out a scammer repairman who tried to trick her that her 1981 tumble dryer was broken beyond repair as it stopped working to try and get her to buy one from him, he nearly succeeded until I suggested a change of the plug fuse and I mentioned that he should never come back to her house... This tumble dryer functioned from 2009 to 2 months ago when the motor finally gave out she told me!
Well this lady was so emotionally overwhelmed, she confided in me that she is struggling to complete day to day tasks but is determined not to enter a care home, she wishes to succumb in her own home when she is ready and I am thinking of offering to help her do some tasks to fulfil that wish... Even if it means getting the train from my city to my old town which is not too far.
I am someone who believes in utmost compassion, spiritual love and service to others and I have very stable emotions and can sometimes come across as a harsh (people need only read my posts on here to figure that out) no BS person with emotions that rarely run away with me after years of spiritual practice although I feel great empathy and respect for things, but omg hearing this lady almost in tears has just set me off... Spent 10 minutes of my time today just crying my eyes out, the sense of compassion is overwhelming...
On Christmas eve this lady gave a smile, someone who spent years of her life devoted to charitable causes... She knew the value of service to others very well... As I understand from my spirit guides, at least 51% or greater STO is needed to polarize to a light polarity... being pagan with a respect for nature and all things... This lady also has no problem with me being gay despite her age, and loved that I am now engaged to my partner with the presenting of a pocket watch... This lady stated she loved wind up clocks and watches, which has given me an idea to gift her one : )
This lady will not pass away in a care home if I have something to do with it... The smile from her today is something I will not forget, makes me glad I fished her number from years old backups...
I am just overwhelmed right now....
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