ohhh, ouch. sorry man, that's a tough shot. and i understand about the gambling addiction, it can be as bad as as drug addition, I've seen it. try to avoid those online casinos!
You know, there is two ways! On the one hand it's a huge loss, but on the other I am very like the game itself, the emotions, the adrenaline. During the game I feel that I am a living person And not just a piece of meat, sitting out life behind the monitor.