So whoever wants to get PayPal money by selling me their BTC, I am ready to engage in a long term relationship, thanks!
Since you are a newbie and since PayPal is one of the payment methods that can be reverted, it will be rather difficult to find such a business partner.
You may be honest or may be a scammer with a story, it's hard to tell. No offence.
I think that you still have more chances on other platforms (localbitcoins), especially as I expect many bitcointalk users are holding now, waiting for much better prices for selling.