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February 27, 2022, 09:48:46 PM |
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Fighting the relentless force of human being, I was seeking to understand not only the primitive nature of a human individual but also the overarching nature of the universe which is known to our civilisation, trying to understand from a very young age why my fellow human wishes to extinguish another ones life, I embarked on a journey of understanding. Unwillingly now knowing that such accomplishment will distance me from collective thought.
Now I am standing here, feeling like in a zombie movie, where mindless creatures pursue once again the same goal in unison. Driven by emotion and emotion only. Not a single rational thought. I feel isolated. Removed. Bewildered. Why? Why am I surprised by this ethereal force? The force of nature, the force of the masses, walking like zombies, unaware what is to come, mindlessly walking into oblivion? Walking willingly...by their own will. Or so they think.
However, upon deeper reflection, it is I who is disconnected from reality. Whos reality? For what is reality? Is it perception of thee or is reality what majority believes it is? It would seem that history absolutely dictates that the reality is what the strongest human collective believes it is. I see no way of denying that and I would appear to be a fool to deny it. I stand here acquiescing to the realisation of it.
I have seen to come to what has become. It all seemed so natural from a higher point of view. And now I also see divergences of realities between my friends, my closest, my fellows withering from rational thought into animalistic and purely emotionally driven blood thirsty and revenge driven monsters. Suddenly. Quickly. So easily controlled by giving away their sovereign thought which they previously assumed to be in possession of.
Have they truly all lost their minds? Again?
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