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So I've been pondering if I should make a post like this or not over the last 2-3 months or so but as things are finally looking up, although just barely, it might be time.
Some, or most of you, have probably noticed that my replies to messages have been slower and sometimes nonexistent since the start of 2025 and I want to offer you my sincerest apologies for that. I have always carried a lot of pride in how I conduct myself here at bitcointalk (at least for the last 5-6 years) in terms of how quickly I will respond to things and questions, especially when it comes to campaigns and promotions that I host. However, 2025 has been probably my worst year yet here due to personal issues. No sickness, nothing life threatening just a lot of sadness and borderline depression. Some of you may or may not know this but my partner in life and I had been together for 13 years, basically since I was 17-18 years old and around Christmas last year there was an abrupt end to our relationship due to her cheating on me with a coworker. I am not going to slander her but I am not going to make any excuses for it either as everything I ever did was for the both of us and in moving us forward in life.
That's all I'll share for now but I wanted you to know why I have been absent, it's never been about any of you guys and I hope you can understand the situation I've been in and to some extent still am in. It has been embarrassing to say the least which is why I even questioned myself on whether or not to bring it up but going through various stages of grief I have now arrived at anger, at least for today, and I just want to get this off my chest.
I will get through this and I'm still managing all of my campaigns without any major issues but there are a lot of you here who I would consider my friends while I have not treated you as such. I appreciate all of you and thank you for checking in from time to time, it does mean a lot. I am a firm believer in myself and my abilities and I have started taking steps to ensure I will become the best version of myself after this whole thing but at the same times growing up with someone and building your entire lives together means there's a lot of things to unravel in order to completely move on so I might need just a bit more time. Lucky for me I have this forum to thank for my lifestyle and all the amazing people and connections that have been made and I can only imagine where I would be right now without it (nowhere good, for sure). So that's all. I'll lock this thread as it's more of a PSA than anything else, if anyone really cares, hah.
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