I posted a lot of philosophical posts that go against the principles of the government. I called out the government for importing cocaine. I had a near death experience when the same cartel cars were circling my friends house. They made their presence noticed by spray painting THEY KILLED BAMBI
and KILLRS, along with GET HIGH NIGGA, referring to Sean (me), who uses drugs spiritually and medicinally, also by riding harleys in groups, revving as they passed the house, for a good 5 months.
I was committed to a psych ward because the doctor thought what I experienced was delusional, when I know for fact I experienced something genuine and real. They had me on over three different anti-psychotics because I told them the CIA, a secret organization made for securing the United State's power, would have a hit on me. I saw two CIA agents three houses down from my house, on four occasions. Once the people in the car, wearing sunglasses and holding up magazine to peak over, walked passed with a dog and a kid after I entered the house. I saw the same people on several occasions. More evidence points that it was a real event than that it was in my head.
Police came to my parents house to take me to the hospital for twelve days because I didn't take my medicine, I experienced muscle lost, weight gain and energy loss from it.
Now, I'm forced to take a shot of Invega every month or police could take me to a state prison for three months. I'm being threatened by two bad things because some people don't want to believe my experiences. Should other people that believe me be drugged for believing in something that could very possibly not be a delusion, looking at today's society?
I'm concerned with what potential long term effects of Invega my hold. It's an anti-psychotic, I feel that it directly disables parts of the brain. I've never taken pharmaceuticals harder than advil and I don't want to start now.
Is it morally sound for these people to shoot me up with a drug, in my body, against my will?