You didn't plan properly and you want donations? Must be donations because I don't see any collateral offered. Plenty of information on mining profitability in these boards but some are too lazy to read.
No, I didn't plan properly. Doesn't help that it took a couple months for my gear to come, by then difficulty of everything had climbed up more.
I can't think of what I would use for collateral, I have about 1k ASIC Coins, and about 7 Joule Coins. Obviously doesn't amount to much. However as I stated in OP, I want to pay back anyone kind enough to help me. I don't expect something for nothing.
Block eruptors have not been viable for a long time now. Start small instead of shooting for the moon and grow as you can afford to.
Car title loan, bank loan, Big Sky loan, ask family and friends, ask that perverted uncle, pick up cans anything but begging. You will need collateral in excess of the loan value for which you are asking.
Sorry but your word means nothing collateral however is different.