My question is.. why? Why me? I came to the conclusion that it is because I set the standard for disclosure with my online spreadsheets, websites and FAQs
This conclusion is wrong. The person setting the standards in that field is smickles. Your reporting is laughable in the parts it's not offensive and mind boggling throughout.
Also the sort of claim as quoted above, patently divorced from any semblance of reality, is why people otherwise disinterested stop by to slap some sense into you. Overall the best probable solution, both for you and for everyone else, is retaining the services of a mental health professional who could best advise you.
