50 btc could make my life better and i know it can help lots of poor people and can make children from poor family to get better eduction. It is better to donate than to loss in gambling. Gambling just make your life worse, only play games for fun not for money. Sorry for you big loss, unrecoverable one.
I agree, that 50BTC you lost if you cannot afford it then it would really make your life miserable, we need to understand that gambling is not a guaranteed profit and that is for entertainment alone, better invest that amount that waste in gambling.