How to die - Easy way

[Karamabit_209]

You know, two years ago I moved to Hungary (east direction) and I was hoping if I will find a work and life job at a hostel, that I will be able to save money and I will able to finish school in the UK (well actually I thought I will manage it faster than in two years), and maybe just maybe I will have better life one day, because so far me life is not so good. Mostly because I lost my parents when I was 6 years old, I end up on the street a few times, but I managed to survive and get back to normal life (but I really dont want to end up on the street again because it was really horrible)

Anyway so I moved to Hungary where a found this job and I worked at one hostel 525 days, mostly night shifts every single day 14 hours and I got 10 euros per shift. I worked around 420+ hours every month and I got 300 euros per month plus free bed above the reception (so no privacy and noise from downstairs all the time).
After 525 days I managed to save almost 2000 pounds and I thought I will be able to move to the UK, settle down and continue with school from January, but I was really worried all the time what if something happen to me, I will run out of money, I wont be able to find a job, etc.

I moved to the UK 3 weeks ago (not to London) and I thought I will save some money for public transport if I will buy a bike. I bought a road bike (because I had a road bike before and I am using bike all the time) and I was also able to find a job at hostel in Cardiff (not work exchange) pretty quickly, but on the way from the first trial shift I felled of the bike (over the bike) when bike chain felled of and I end up with 3x times broken cheek-bone on the road and It knock me out for one hour, I also lost my memory temporary.

They discharged me from the hospital but they told me when swallowing goes down I will need a surgery, because I will have a little bit flat face, but I really can do that because they would fire me from my job, where I return after 10 days, but after 3 shifts my old laptop died and I am not able to fix him, because I broke screen when I moved to Hungary (I was using external monitor). so I had to buy a new one and now I am out of money and on the way to became homeless because I have no idea when (if) I will get paid from this job in Cardiff because I still dont have a NIN and a bank account ...

I will have to pay rent in a few days but I really dont think so that they will care that I cannot pay now so I have maybe last 10 days. Its really funny, because I was working like an asshole for long time and all my savings are gone in less than 1 month.


Sorry for this offtopic, but I just dont know...

Man, we all have gone through our bad times, but we must not allow it to go through us. Don't lose to it man! Cheer up!  Some of us might must gone through tougher times than others, but we must stand up better. Do things that you love. Be optimistic. Just don't to that thing man, you have still this next days on your lives to make your life better and sweeter.

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[michalbabylon]

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[Kamoteng Kahoy]

You know, two years ago I moved to Hungary (east direction) and I was hoping if I will find a work and life job at a hostel, that I will be able to save money and I will able to finish school in the UK (well actually I thought I will manage it faster than in two years), and maybe just maybe I will have better life one day, because so far me life is not so good. Mostly because I lost my parents when I was 6 years old, I end up on the street a few times, but I managed to survive and get back to normal life (but I really dont want to end up on the street again because it was really horrible)

Anyway so I moved to Hungary where a found this job and I worked at one hostel 525 days, mostly night shifts every single day 14 hours and I got 10 euros per shift. I worked around 420+ hours every month and I got 300 euros per month plus free bed above the reception (so no privacy and noise from downstairs all the time).
After 525 days I managed to save almost 2000 pounds and I thought I will be able to move to the UK, settle down and continue with school from January, but I was really worried all the time what if something happen to me, I will run out of money, I wont be able to find a job, etc.

I moved to the UK 3 weeks ago (not to London) and I thought I will save some money for public transport if I will buy a bike. I bought a road bike (because I had a road bike before and I am using bike all the time) and I was also able to find a job at hostel in Cardiff (not work exchange) pretty quickly, but on the way from the first trial shift I felled of the bike (over the bike) when bike chain felled of and I end up with 3x times broken cheek-bone on the road and It knock me out for one hour, I also lost my memory temporary.

They discharged me from the hospital but they told me when swallowing goes down I will need a surgery, because I will have a little bit flat face, but I really can do that because they would fire me from my job, where I return after 10 days, but after 3 shifts my old laptop died and I am not able to fix him, because I broke screen when I moved to Hungary (I was using external monitor). so I had to buy a new one and now I am out of money and on the way to became homeless because I have no idea when (if) I will get paid from this job in Cardiff because I still dont have a NIN and a bank account ...

I will have to pay rent in a few days but I really dont think so that they will care that I cannot pay now so I have maybe last 10 days. Its really funny, because I was working like an asshole for long time and all my savings are gone in less than 1 month.


Sorry for this offtopic, but I just dont know...

Man, we all have gone through our bad times, but we must not allow it to go through us. Don't lose to it man! Cheer up!  Some of us might must gone through tougher times than others, but we must stand up better. Do things that you love. Be optimistic. Just don't to that thing man, you have still this next days on your lives to make your life better and sweeter.

I guess you don't have yet experienced this so much depressing times that is why you can those things tsk. You don't know how what we feel.

[Karamabit_209]

You know, two years ago I moved to Hungary (east direction) and I was hoping if I will find a work and life job at a hostel, that I will be able to save money and I will able to finish school in the UK (well actually I thought I will manage it faster than in two years), and maybe just maybe I will have better life one day, because so far me life is not so good. Mostly because I lost my parents when I was 6 years old, I end up on the street a few times, but I managed to survive and get back to normal life (but I really dont want to end up on the street again because it was really horrible)

Anyway so I moved to Hungary where a found this job and I worked at one hostel 525 days, mostly night shifts every single day 14 hours and I got 10 euros per shift. I worked around 420+ hours every month and I got 300 euros per month plus free bed above the reception (so no privacy and noise from downstairs all the time).
After 525 days I managed to save almost 2000 pounds and I thought I will be able to move to the UK, settle down and continue with school from January, but I was really worried all the time what if something happen to me, I will run out of money, I wont be able to find a job, etc.

I moved to the UK 3 weeks ago (not to London) and I thought I will save some money for public transport if I will buy a bike. I bought a road bike (because I had a road bike before and I am using bike all the time) and I was also able to find a job at hostel in Cardiff (not work exchange) pretty quickly, but on the way from the first trial shift I felled of the bike (over the bike) when bike chain felled of and I end up with 3x times broken cheek-bone on the road and It knock me out for one hour, I also lost my memory temporary.

They discharged me from the hospital but they told me when swallowing goes down I will need a surgery, because I will have a little bit flat face, but I really can do that because they would fire me from my job, where I return after 10 days, but after 3 shifts my old laptop died and I am not able to fix him, because I broke screen when I moved to Hungary (I was using external monitor). so I had to buy a new one and now I am out of money and on the way to became homeless because I have no idea when (if) I will get paid from this job in Cardiff because I still dont have a NIN and a bank account ...

I will have to pay rent in a few days but I really dont think so that they will care that I cannot pay now so I have maybe last 10 days. Its really funny, because I was working like an asshole for long time and all my savings are gone in less than 1 month.


Sorry for this offtopic, but I just dont know...

Man, we all have gone through our bad times, but we must not allow it to go through us. Don't lose to it man! Cheer up!  Some of us might must gone through tougher times than others, but we must stand up better. Do things that you love. Be optimistic. Just don't to that thing man, you have still this next days on your lives to make your life better and sweeter.

I guess you don't have yet experienced this so much depressing times that is why you can those things tsk. You don't know how what we feel.

No, you even don't know what I also gone through, I also gone through a lot that you can never imagined. I can say that i can relate to you guys. My difference is that I came back stronger. I don't allow this hindrances to affect me. Cheer up!  Do things that you love. Me myself, even though I am depressed, I have find my hobby, which is online gambling . Maybe that's funny, but it's true. Gambling give me fun, even though sometimes I lose but I also win some. It is like living a life where you aren't sure what it will bring to you, what you can do is cherish every moment like what I am doing when gambling, I just enjoy it. So do you. Do things that you love.

[markstivn98]

You know, two years ago I moved to Hungary (east direction) and I was hoping if I will find a work and life job at a hostel, that I will be able to save money and I will able to finish school in the UK (well actually I thought I will manage it faster than in two years), and maybe just maybe I will have better life one day, because so far me life is not so good. Mostly because I lost my parents when I was 6 years old, I end up on the street a few times, but I managed to survive and get back to normal life (but I really dont want to end up on the street again because it was really horrible)

Anyway so I moved to Hungary where a found this job and I worked at one hostel 525 days, mostly night shifts every single day 14 hours and I got 10 euros per shift. I worked around 420+ hours every month and I got 300 euros per month plus free bed above the reception (so no privacy and noise from downstairs all the time).
After 525 days I managed to save almost 2000 pounds and I thought I will be able to move to the UK, settle down and continue with school from January, but I was really worried all the time what if something happen to me, I will run out of money, I wont be able to find a job, etc.

I moved to the UK 3 weeks ago (not to London) and I thought I will save some money for public transport if I will buy a bike. I bought a road bike (because I had a road bike before and I am using bike all the time) and I was also able to find a job at hostel in Cardiff (not work exchange) pretty quickly, but on the way from the first trial shift I felled of the bike (over the bike) when bike chain felled of and I end up with 3x times broken cheek-bone on the road and It knock me out for one hour, I also lost my memory temporary.

They discharged me from the hospital but they told me when swallowing goes down I will need a surgery, because I will have a little bit flat face, but I really can do that because they would fire me from my job, where I return after 10 days, but after 3 shifts my old laptop died and I am not able to fix him, because I broke screen when I moved to Hungary (I was using external monitor). so I had to buy a new one and now I am out of money and on the way to became homeless because I have no idea when (if) I will get paid from this job in Cardiff because I still dont have a NIN and a bank account ...

I will have to pay rent in a few days but I really dont think so that they will care that I cannot pay now so I have maybe last 10 days. Its really funny, because I was working like an asshole for long time and all my savings are gone in less than 1 month.


Sorry for this offtopic, but I just dont know...

Do not give up easily,
There is so much to do in this life
Enjoy in your days only.

[markstivn98]

3 things bitcointalk can help you.

1. you're a full member so you can join a signature campaign and earn money not much but at least.

2. sell your account, same not much but at least.

3. loan bitcoin and use your account as collateral.

and 4. God always there just keep on working and do positive things and positive thing will come back to you for sure.


 

This is good for raising morale
And really has something good
This can be exploited
To make your life better.

[Hannu]

Do not do it!  Life is worth living! Go local foundation house, where you get food and its diagnose free zone.

[Johnzky]

Wanna hear now what had happen to you.if you cut your Adams apple to end it all

Burden has been given to us for the simple reason,we can do much better than what we are saying

Goo some foundations that has a good heart in saving people in your case

[Daniel91]

Please don't do something radical here.
Stop thinking like this and start to think about solution.
Anybody who can help you?
Some NGO, friends, lawyers etc.?
Some possibility for another job?
Don't give up man!