It is the first few hundred threads of this forums. Link
here.
If I am the person who spent 10 000 Bitcoin for the pizza, I don't think I will kill myself. In fact, I believe if I can spent 10 000 Bitcoin for pizza, I would have about 100 000 Bitcoin back then. This means that I am a rich person now, why would I kill myself? Even if I do not have Bitcoin now, I am still part of a rich Bitcoin history.
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