...
No bad choice of words, sorry! Bitcoin is as real as all the fiat money coz they're both just numbers on a computer.
...
You are actually wrong on this one. Bitcoins are numbers on
all computers that are using the protocol, not only on
some computers controlled by a central authority, so, in this regard, bitcoins are more real than money.
Regarding your sob story, it may or it may not be true, we wouldn't know and it really doesn't matter even if it's true. As Vod said, there are literally millions of people in situations much much worst that yours and here is not the place for helping all of them.
Please try to understand that you can't get a loan based on a sob story. In your situation (beying a newbie), the only way to receive a loan is to offer a valid collateral (that is ireversible and can be easily sold for more than the loan amount plus the interest). This is as far as anyone here can help you and I strongly advice you not to try and push your request any further because the only thing you will get will be negative trust.
--Later edit--
I only see now that you allready got your account painted in red...
Painted red? Damn!
When I see a red door I want to paint it black!!
I haven't said anything, other than my first post, asking for a loan!
The time for that came and went a couple days after my request!
The rest of my posts were not about trying to get money, just observations and all that!
As to your statement that bitcoins are more real than money
That is irrelevant!!
Do you even know why bitcoin was "invented"?
Do you know what the purpose of bitcoin is?
Do you know who Satoshi Nakamoto is?
From the research I have done, I have a pretty good idea
The only thing that's a little difficult to figure out is the identity Satoshi, but I'm sure my research has uncovered the most likely suspects