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As for everyone who replied helped me here your encouragements really helped a lot. At least I know there are people that din't even know me showed that they cared for me. I know that my problems about having suicidal thoughts are not full gone sometimes it still get into my head but I am fighting it as I want to move on from the experience that I have. since I am not using my real fb on that is link to my account (and going to remove)you wont be able to know who I really am (and also my real gender) so It's a good thing for it at least I can shared with you guys what happened to me that I still cannot get over with. When I was young I was raped by my friend at the age of 12 years old. I was young back then I was raised in a conservative family so things about sex is forbidden to talk about. then I we moved at a far place because my father had a fight with his siblings so he decided to stay away from them for good. then after settling in to our new home I met this boy let just called him boy A. He was a year older at me back then and he was nice so we get along very easily and since his family are members of a church our parents get along as well. then after some time he talks to me about stuff I don't know back then and that is the start of it. I may not tell the details of how I was raped but I know you get the gist of it. then it happened many times and after some time I found out that what he did is wrong. since I think that telling my parents about it they might kill me for the shame I will bring to the family If this thing comes out. So i kept it in my self up to now. since you don't know who I am I think it's safe to tell you about this. And that is the reason I don't trust somebody very easily and that kept bothering me even to this day.
Tanya, that story is actually not that uncommon. Everyone has skeletons in the closet, but yours isn't something that says anything bad about you. A lot of young children experiment with each other at that age, especially lacking in etiquette (boys can be forceful with eachother), you are not the only one. You were young, that boy was young and also an idiot, but it has nothing to do with your dignity. You have nothing to be ashamed of. I also do not believe that your family will be so ashamed of you, I am pretty sure they have their own dirty laundry to air (you think your family members are perfect? Of course not), they probably even have worse stories than you do. Are they really family if you can't even safely talk to them about this? Not that you have to tell them, but it's nothing to be so ashamed of either. I am really scared to tell them because their they are religious people and might renounce me as part of my family. It's not about them me supporting financially because I can provide for my own as of now but the I really feared that what they will be furious because I din't tell them about it back then. And the shame it will bring to our family if our neighbors found out about it. I see that your also residing in the Philippines, well tanya, I really don't think that will happen, because the past is still in the past, I just notice upon checking your facebook, you are already 28 if that is correct, well, if that happens when you are a child, your parents will understand that, My parent was also a very religious person and I believe they will not furious because it happens in the past. God is a God of forgiveness, and if your parents beleives in him, then i think they too is a forgiveness parent. |
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October 30, 2017, 09:25:56 PM |
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Try living for others that care about you
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October 30, 2017, 09:27:53 PM |
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Be thankful for you existed in the first place .
Think about the beautiful eyes you have got
can you appreciate enough for that?
Do good things
You will indeed find happiness
Guide those who have been abused by their upbringing like you and I
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October 30, 2017, 09:35:57 PM |
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I know guys that this is not the right forum to discuss this but i don't know who else to talk to. I am really thinking about killing myself. I know I am a coward by thinking that this is the solution but I don't have the will to live on. so what is the most painless way to kill yourself?
Please don't be silly and end your life. We live in a very difficult world, but killing oneself is NEVER a solution. There are still thousands of reasons that make living still worth it. |
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October 31, 2017, 08:39:53 AM |
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Thinking about suicide is not a perfect solution on your problem. You may felt like nobody cares about you but think about hapoiness and be positive. Be with the person you love and live life to the fullest. Please don't think about ending your life like this. Life is beautiful
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October 31, 2017, 08:44:15 AM |
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i used to think about it when I was a college student it happened when I stocked in a hard situation with no help , every body blame u , say ur not trying , ur not good enough but I found a good friend who helped me get out of depression , so try to find new friends  |
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October 31, 2017, 11:20:35 AM |
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It never occurred to me to do that. Because for me life is a journey to be lived to the end
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October 31, 2017, 11:22:36 AM |
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Even when people hit rock bottom there are always things to try and look forward to.
If people with illnesses, disabilities can do things people didn't think were possible then you can achieve anything you set your mind to.
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October 31, 2017, 01:25:29 PM |
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I know guys that this is not the right forum to discuss this but i don't know who else to talk to. I am really thinking about killing myself. I know I am a coward by thinking that this is the solution but I don't have the will to live on. so what is the most painless way to kill yourself?
don't do it. You still alive because God Loves you think of Him He loves you more than you you love yourself. you are not alone i am very grateful to know your in good health and alive just enjoy. I may not be able to understand exactly how you feel, but I care about you and want to help you in prayers. |
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October 31, 2017, 01:43:21 PM |
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I know guys that this is not the right forum to discuss this but i don't know who else to talk to. I am really thinking about killing myself. I know I am a coward by thinking that this is the solution but I don't have the will to live on. so what is the most painless way to kill yourself?
Don't do it. There is always a solution. There will always be someone that will help you. You have to reach out to the people around you. Whatever problems that you have now, it is temporary. Focus on finding the solution. Happier days will come. Live to see the rainbow! Breathe the fresh morning air! Fall in love! There are many things that is worth living for! Stay alive! |
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October 31, 2017, 02:40:55 PM |
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Suicide is not the best option to solve whatever that is bothering you. There is always a way around a problem. Suicide will be the last thing to cross my mind anyway
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October 31, 2017, 04:22:14 PM |
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no, never think about that, i'm not an idiot who turn to despair then decide to end their life
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November 01, 2017, 08:18:55 AM |
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I know guys that this is not the right forum to discuss this but i don't know who else to talk to. I am really thinking about killing myself. I know I am a coward by thinking that this is the solution but I don't have the will to live on. so what is the most painless way to kill yourself?
Suicide is a crazy thought. Life is precious, it is a miracle. Nothing is pessimistic, the end to negative thinking so both. No matter what happens. Look at life more beautiful. |
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November 01, 2017, 08:26:46 AM |
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OP - can you lock the thread please? You are just getting all the idiots posting for their activity now...
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November 01, 2017, 09:06:30 AM |
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There is more to life that suicide my friend, I know that life with a lot of problems is not worth living but think of it life without problems is not life at all lets face it there will be challenges along the way but you have to fight back don't do suicide bro. Something or someone in the near future will give life to you I know it be patient and dont commit suicide.
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November 01, 2017, 10:17:13 AM |
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you have to find something you love doing, people you love being with and have to set goals to achieve. life is simpler than you think
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November 01, 2017, 10:36:18 AM |
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How come this post is still here? When I posted the same topic mine got deleted. Anyways watch this , Logic, Alessia Cara, Khalid - "1-800-273-8255" .
It's a music video for this kind of situation.
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November 01, 2017, 10:38:20 AM |
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OP - can you lock the thread please? You are just getting all the idiots posting for their activity now...
Sadly this is what happens to pretty much every thread on bitcointalk now. I doubt half the posters in here even read the op but just the title. |
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