I'm 34 years old and still eating mom`s food because of no money to buy anything, everything goes to our "working" company's bank account. Basically in a poor person. That`s why I want Tesco, Jusco, Aldi in my home country.
It sad to see that at 34 years old you are not able to support yourself financially but it seems that you are going through some hard times with the company where you are working so at least you have an excuse. But since you are 34 you should have been able to keep some money for urgency moments like this, that could support you for at least 1-2-3 months at least, didn't you do that right?