Forget this forum, find a job, get married and live your life.
The best advice you can follow OP. Stop wasting your time typing almost the same thing in same format everyday. Do you really enjoy acting like a programmed robot? I know you don't but you do ot anyway because of money. I understand you on that aspect but this is all wrong, definitely there are better ways to earn and get self-fulfillment at the same time.
You did ban evasion which is strictly against the rules. I am sorry but you don't have chances any longer. If I were you I'll follow what our kabayan said, I'll find a better life outside this forum. The world is vast and got a lot of opportunities waiting for all of us, we just need to be courageous and hardworking
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