is good that you understand the possibility in consistency. Every stages in life has it's own different Sacrifice. No one is the same. Sometimes you have to lost in other to gain. This are the things that builds you. You learn from the mistakes. Try not to lose again. The only person that can give you the exact life that you desire is yourself. Nobody else will take those risk for you. Everything is possible as long as you keep trying. This are words we hear everyday from motivational speakers. But the reality in it is hard to keep. Just be sincere to yourself. Be sure within yourself that you have taken a step. And don't just take one step, keep walking. I live you with the greatest word my Dad told me. Whatever it is, always do things rightly. Am new here too.
We all growing together.
That's right, good motivation is not only for the OP, but also for yourself. Do not give up at the first failure. Losing something and making mistakes makes us stronger.
OP, if you are aiming for success, then it will come, the main thing is patience. Do not take unnecessary risks, especially when selling those things that are important to you. Risk, of course, is a noble cause, but reason must always go ahead.
Learn more about trading, walk in small steps, thereby you will get an experience that does not come immediately.