After playing for a long time, do you feel any changes to yourself? I mean, for the first time, we can play gambling with a rush and not consider anything, just play. And if we win, that is a big moment, but if we lose, we will keep playing until we win.
Gambling is something where we cannot make use of our experiences. If you get enough time to think and act then you may get room to exploit your old similar incidents but unfortunately gambling never allow you to think anything about (out of excitement/frustrations). So, there are less chances for anyone to grow wiser along with their gambling experiences.
are you still the same as the first time? Do you still feel hard to manage your time and money?
Not exactly the same as the first time gambler still cannot do anything as an experienced gambler. Every day is different in gambling and you need to be cautious regardless of your level of experiences.