Ok. I readed all the comments. Thanks for helping me to understand the situation. I gambled wrong and with money that i coudnt lose. Thanks for all and im going to close the post.
Good that you understand your mistake and now you know that you should never gamble with the money which is important to you and without that money you face difficulties to meet your day to day expenses.
Am still wondering why the thread remained open till now since OP have already make the clarification on being satisfied with the responses
Just today the OP told that the matter is resolved. So even if OP does not lock this thread or do not know how to lock it, the mods will lock it themselves in a few days.
Better we do not bump it any further.