I don't think that OP can control himself from not gambling even though he is willing to give gamble up.
if we will pay attention to the response of people here and how OP responded as well? we will find that this is not truly the intention of OP instead he is just luring bitcointalk users for His own link.
He only wants to quit when his loss is big and after sometimes,he get controlled by his emotion to go back and chase his losses.
he never quit mate , that is just a sweet word to justify and proceed to his advertising because the title and the post is luring and intriguing that's why he uses this kind for favor.
This is what is common is addicted gamblers. OP needs help on his gambling life for him not to regret his actions later.
I hope that OP is not trying to play games with forum members and has another intention here.
He seems to be streamer mate and he needs viewers .
but now that he has been tagged , I'm afraid he will show here again or maybe considering to create a new one.