In my personal life, I use my money more for other needs than gambling, as much as possible I save my expenses and can still save so that if there is an urgent need I can use the money and don't need to borrow from other people, in my gambling life, I I don't dare to take risks that are greater than my ability, even though I gamble, I only use less money because if I use more money and lose then I will regret it because I know how hard it is to make money so it's better to use gambling as I can.
Your story reminds me of my friend, when my friend didn't have enough money but he was willing not to eat just because he wanted to gamble until finally the money just disappeared and he had to endure hunger all day and in his daily life he was not luxurious and frugal. , this can be said to be careless because gambling is not something that can double our money even if we dare to take risks.
Don't harm yourself just because of gambling, limit your expenses in gambling, because it is better to use your money for other things that are more useful than taking big risks when gambling.
We do have different priorities in life on which we would really be normally sticking into those and would really be that focusing rather than on spending tons on something which it isnt that important
Once you do make some gambling activity and spending up tons and you arent that getting used to it, no matter how well refined you are as a person or really that cool looking and something
that doesnt look to be impulsive but on the time that you do lose money then those things or everything would really be changed up but well each person would really be that different
when it comes to those kind of reactions on which someone doesnt really lose up composure and there are ones who are really that highly reactive.