My biggest problem and mistake in my life is gambling at home to protect my privacy because there is nothing wrong with it because i can gamble anytime. If i spend more time outside the house then i am less active in gambling that day because i don't like hearing bad things from people. I lost a lot of money this month because i bet a lot. The main reason for this is that i get a monthly salary from my workplace but no money is paid at home due to which i wasted all the money on gambling. I bet a few times and lost, I couldn't stay. Because every time i thought i would win this bet.
You are addicted to gambling. Please you need to change. It will not help you but take from you, make you feel depressed after losses. If you love yourself, please you need to change. I will advice you to just stop gambling for many months until you have control over yourself while gambling.
It's just that there are regrets where I played my favorite slot and won up to $400 but because of curiosity to continue playing, I finally lost the money again because I continued to play without thinking about withdrawing.
This do happen to some gamblers. What I do is that if I won in a week, be it small or big amount of money, I withdraw everything. When next week comes, I prefer to deposit another money. What that makes me not withdraw is because I lost all the money. If I win big amount like $400, I do not think twice but I will just go to my noncustodial wallet to copy my deposit address and withdraw the money. I do not see winning as winning while I am gambling unless I withdraw the money.
