Hello Bitcoiners,
My journey with Bitcoin is over.
It was the time when BTC marked 1,00,000 and I am so much happy that I became a millionaire but not so long.
I came across the gaming platform where people play games and gamble. I happened to play by seeing some bonus offer and it soon become a hobby and one day I was not sure how it's happened and why it's happened, i put all in the game without even thinking about the future, i really don't know why and how it happened I lost all my 30 BTC in minutes , the total I have been saving from the time it was around 3000 USD , i remember when it went up to 5000 USD and i celebrated and even i celebrated at 1,00,000 USD mark but then all of a sudden i lost everything in minutes. It's like someone did black magic or something. From millionaires to no one in just minutes.
I am so depressed and I begged and requested the gaming platform for help but they said they don't do donation or charity.
I never thought I will put myself in a situation where I beg for money, but I did begged for the money from the game platform.
I was sick and lost and out of my senses , i think this is how people commit suicide when they go bankrupt.
It's all on me. I know I am the one to blame for the loss but the games which I played with money made me go bankrupt.
I staked BTC by doing small jobs like campaigns translations and other tasks and some from trading from a decade, those days are gone and now the system and trend changed completely. All these days from a decade I am with the Bitcoin talk community and with the crypto world having a great time but now I feel I lost everything and i don't know why I should even check crypto platform without having funds. But it's the platform where I communicate much with many fellow Bitcoiners comparing to the out real world because I was jobless and hunting for online jobs. I feel I am a failure in a classroom called "bitcointalk" i could have been careful but my bad luck.
I guess it's the time for me to say goodbye to crypto because now the trend doesn't have new coins orders, mining algo requests and their bounties, tasks , mining with cpu , airdrops, faucets etc .. from 2015 is the decade of my life which I cherished.
Now I feel I am back to 2015 financial situation but without any oppertunities.
I even tried to recover my loss a little by selling some of my stuff and taking loan but it's also no use. Which is insane and that's the reason I happened to beg for help. Whatever I have in real life I am selling them to repay the debts. And now I am back to 2015 person financially but not physically.
It's all feel like I lived in a dream. I used to check my BTC balance always and the bitcointicker but now I won't be doing it anymore.
I feel I am nothing now. I am trying to be strong and thinking of finding some job to do to meet my family needs.
I am sharing this story with you all to let everyone know about how gambling and online games can affect anyone. I know everyone knows about this type of stories but let my story also one of those stories to be shared and keep new gamblers away from the greedy traps.
I have been living well from the past couple of years and now I feel those days are gone like a dream. Even my future plans are also gone wasted.
In real life I have no one to share about my crypto journey.
My family have no knowledge about this stuff. They just think of me as a trader and now they understood that I lost everything in trading yet they are supporting me emotionally and consoled me because I cried when I told my family that I lost everything I earned because of bad luck in trading and things are going to be different from now on. I couldn't say i played games and gambled etc. I was always careful but I don't know what happened that day I happened to play with all in with multiplayer system. I guess it's my fate and bad luck.
I was addicted to gambling and before I realise I am in bad situation I lost everything. I lost and I don't know what else I can type to share my story. I wanted to talk to someone and share this heartache but have none who understand about this crypto in my real life. I have a loving family, although I have planned so much for my child , now I couldn't fulfill them without money but I will try to be a good father and a husband and support my family in my capacity till my last breath.
Today I am being strong because of my family, although they don't understand my pain they don't care about my loss and said I am with them and that's enough for them. I may be so unlucky to lose my life savings but having a family who will not leave me in bankruptcy situation and supporting me emotionally made me strong. 30 BTC is so much to lose, i could have cashed out atleast half I feel but because of tax fear I only kept in BTC and spent some only when I needed in day to day life. Earned so much money from a decade but the greed made me lose everything in minutes.
Rich to poor in minutes but , poor to rich takes decades or even a life time or never.
