It's not so much an issue of responsibilities, it's more an issue of constant extremely bad luck, combined with a few poor choices. I have my fair share of responsibilities. Honestly I don't have it all that bad: food, running water, roof, people that love me. I'm good.
I can respect that. Do you think you would have speculated more at present if you didn't have those same responsibilities, however?
I'm not sure I understand your question here, but I'll answer it as if I understood it as if you replaced the words "would have speculated" with "will speculate":
Yes, actually! I wanted to spend tonight with my gf but I told her I couldn't cause BTC prices are moving too much XD
She knows it's in her best interest too. :-)
lol...I meant that responsibilities can demand your attention when you would rather be speculating. GF knowing its in her best interests = win, but would you have speculated the same amount before you had met her?