You mean projecting angst like having a temper tantrum and throwing your toys out of the pram and calling people faggots?
That sounds pretty angsty to me, whereas pretty much everyone else was trying to calmly give you advice. The sooner you realise where you went wrong the sooner you can move on from this but it doesn't look like you're mature enough to see any of this.
you can't convince me of a lie. keep dreaming.
Okay, you can believe what you want.
You can continue asking for trust.
Nobody will delete that post, don't worry.
People will just think that you are out to scam them, and give you negative trust.
You may be honest, but nobody cares. You are asking for trust needlessly, and they trust you lesser than before.
How much ever you cry, you cannot make people trust you, and that is exactly what a green number means.