You personally may choose not to talk about it here, but I am in the off-topic forum and I don't believe I'm violating any sort of rule here. So, please take your criticism of what I'm trying to do for my family somewhere else.
Read the rules. Begging is not allowed.
There's also a very good chance you are a scammer. You learn your father is dying and you come to a forum for a cryptocurrency that is non reversible?
You then show a complete lack of respect for a member that has been an outstanding part of the community for years. Look at his post count and the color of his ignore tag. Compare that to
your post count and how involved with Bitcoins you have been.
Off to report this topic for begging. I suggest others do the same. The trash is where this belongs.