There is meaning in everything, you just have to see it or create it.  Hell, there's meaning in my avatar of a guy eating himself, I didn't know this at the time of choosing but have since learned about the concept of Ouroboros, look up what it means.

Your world can be meaningless, limited or godless, but it doesn't make it apply to any other reality other than yourself.

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Nice music.

I invented my own style you can hear in my earlier recordings of a vertical hand position with jumping/sliding to notes. Then I learned the c major scale and have mainly been working off that.

Chords didn't interest me but I need to learn em.

I would definitely play guitar while testing rc tryptamines but I haven't played too much guitar as of recently.

To believe in god is to believe in consciousness.  You are conscious, right?

Just started working with chords, here's a little something with them:

https://soundcloud.com/dankm/735-1

Yes, but when are you going to stop asking why and start affirming some beliefs?

It's very unfortunate I was judged a scammer for failing one transaction.  I feel I have made my presence known in the bitcoin community to the point they can forgive me and even exchange with me, for I have full intentions of correcting my error with squall.

We all are human, we all make mistakes.  It matters not the mistake but if you learned from it.

If we can all agree that what is is still present, then we can find that our beliefs are not quite so different from one another, they simply are from different perspectives, there's many languages to describe the universe.  All perspectives converge in the occurrence of singularity or death.

Universal truth - everything just is.  You can describe it from the left perspective or the right, but what your describing still just is.

I'm considering returning to my roots of my technological years, leasing out a 20-42u rack and reopening a web hosting service.  I miss the days of managing a website and contributing a service to humanity.

I'm curious though, what is the demand like for dedicated hardware these days?  Is there interest in the bitcoin community in leasing mid to high end dedicated infrastructure?

"If you warn them and they refuse to repent and keep on sinning, they will die in their sins. But you will have saved yourself because you obeyed me"

This is true though, it means if you don't forgive yourself of past negativity you may die in fear.  Death is all about being at peace so you ascend upwards in consciousness.

Perhaps try smoking weed or a moderate psychedelic.  When I battled depression, was suicidal, cannabis gave me a new perspective on life.

All is swell n well.  Bout to put down a few years of work on guitar and see if we can't get moving off the ground.

I sent you a PM discussing details.  You're right, that was 8%, payments of $115.

Actually, I drove 140 mph down the highway in my 540i and weaved through cars at speeds of 120 mph.  All with no gas.  But I had definitely had my fair share of practicing professional driving.

No, I'm not asking for a loan for LSD shenanigans, I've done my share of it.  I'm asking for a loan so I can become financially sound and can then be a contributing member to the economy and society all while progressing closer to the music festival.

Ah, it's quite simple.  We are capable of flying if we believe we are, no tools just the mind, that's why my friend experienced a spontaneous momentary levitation when he was younger.  So the theory is, I take a thumbprint of lsd, at that point my ego will be basically nonexistent.  My car ran on empty on 60 hits.  Let's see what 100x that does.  Along with music and channeling energy from a million people, I should have plenty of power to believe in myself to the point I can levitate.

From there, a select few across the crowd would figure out the same thing in the presence of proof.  We all take flight and fly around the world to remove negativity/ego/doubt from earth.  From there, anything is possible, people will be subject to their own pace though.

Once humans figure out we are also god, there's no need for a capitalistic society (or any organized hierarchy).  Humans will move beyond money because we will also manifest objects from consciousness rather than taking from the earth.

When one is completely absorbed in the moment of now, in absence of thought, many possibilities unlock.

Make sense?  Thank you for seeking to understand, not many people try that these days.

Will consider a video in the near future.

Jesus ate psilocybin mushrooms, how do you think he gained his wisdom and ability to perform miracles?  I have performed miracles too.  I have held back clouds from moving with friends, I have driven off consciousness for a sustained period of time.  I have performed quantum healing on a dog by simply believing he was healthy.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B-J7cnUV28Q

Nothing is impossible.

Is your sole purpose to desiccate the things I say?  Because I swear you instantly follow to every thread I make and say something to inflict doubt in the viewers.

Don't you have a greater purpose?

TL;DR: OP is second jesus and needs your support as he circums the daunting task of organizing a million man music festival.  I can't spend 7 years with a day job and become the next Jimi Hendrix.  A lot of practice in guitar and meditation will be required for me to believe in myself to float.

Honestly just read it and think for yourself.  I have failed but I will not fail.  The plan is here.

Thanks but food is the last resource I need, I'll be going through several weeks of fasting to become closer to god, raise my awareness.