Whatever feeds your delusions.
While this is not the best, it is a pretty good definition of your problems....

A delusion, in everyday language, is a fixed belief that is either false, fanciful, or derived from deception. Psychiatry defines the term more specifically as a belief that is pathological (the result of an illness or illness process). As a pathology, it is distinct from a belief based on false or incomplete information, apperception, illusion, or other effects of perception.

Delusions typically occur in the context of neurological or mental illness, although they are not tied to any particular disease and have been found to occur in the context of many pathological states (both physical and mental). However, they are of particular diagnostic importance in psychotic disorders and particularly in schizophrenia, paraphrenia, manic episodes of bipolar disorder, and psychotic depression.


http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Delusion

As long as intellect is lively, I want to hang around to increase understanding of the world, existence, humankinds relationship to it.  To see what happens next.  When curiosity and life of the mind is no longer possible then I would want to take that last great adventure.  Read something recently by MC Beaton, into her '80s still writing mystery novels on her approach to life.  It was "Stop projecting. Tomorrow is a mystery.  Life is not a rehearsal.  I am on stage today'. Memorized it, a good daily reminder.

I comfort myself with denial, "Old" is always 10 years older than you are.  :-)
 
When young, I was always conscious that one day, barring accident or fatal illness, I would get old too, and be so for a good portion of life.  Also aware, increasingly so in '30s that the way I regarded old people, the stereotypes I held, would form my own self image. All the "you old bag/hag," all the jokes about senility, all the patronizing, would inform personal identity, how I thought about myself.  Accordingly I looked for the role models in good, the wise, the still-engaged, the strong in adversity.  The Georgia O'Keefes, Beatrice Woods, Mother Theresas.  Even aesthetically, finding a beauty in weathered and 'craggy' (as males are often called, insteady of crone-like, wrinkly or wizened). 

Are there cranky, nasty, greedy elderly?  Well of course and in plentiful, cantakerous supply.  I maintain the vast majority of these were always nasty and greedy, perhaps less inhibited and better able to camouflage their natures.  Less attractively, according to youthful standards, packaged. 

Ageism, unlike other prejudices, will be its own punishment in the end.

I think that mental preparation has paid off.  Luck and genes has something to do with it too.  I seriously don't feel whatever I thought this age would 'feel like'.  If health were poor, sight were dim and step weren't sure, it might. 

I'm willing to bet you paid good money to have yourself turned into an brainless fool. No one becomes as utterly stupid as you for free. You must have had professional help.

Obviously it's you. You have wronged many, but you show no remorse, yet believe your myths and fairy tales absolve you of guilt, but you're just as guilty as you ever were.
But I don't blame You.....

If one has wronged another and suffers a guilty conscience, the only thing that can help is true remorse and possibly seeking forgiveness from the one who has been wronged. Obviously no one can seek forgiveness from a dead person, but possibly showing true remorse and seeking forgiveness from the victim's loved ones might be an option.

The tx ID wont prove anything if the accuser Photoshop a message using his own txID, he could have sent it to himself and messages can be Photoshop as well, seen this scam before.  If the accuser shows that he sent funds to the profile bitcoin address that is listed in his profile, then the accused is a scammer, if he cant show that, then is a false accusation.   Am I right?   I think i caught on the new scamming trick lol

I think I might know this guy, Let me see If can help get the info for you.

I bought from zolace before and never had any issues, this is not the first time I seen false accusation against him.  The last user photoshop the message.  Let me see if I can find that thread.

I have always thought euthanasia a personal option, a Constitutional right emphasized in the 10th Amendment, not to be infringed upon by the well meaning, but not in my shoes people who oppose it.

Many questions arise, even here where the couple has decided for themselves, about the beneficiaries.....cold and calculated son's response "best solution".   Yikes, hope my children keep that opine to themselves.

An octogenarian Belgian couple has chosen to end their lives through assisted suicide rather than risk the chance of dying alone. Their children have reportedly backed their decision.


http://rt.com/news/191280-assisted-suicide-belgium-couple/


 Francis, 89, and Anne, 86, neither of whom are terminally ill, have received the full support of their three adult children, who say they would be unable to care for either parent if they were to be widowed, the Daily Mail reports.

 Kennedy, like many totalitarian liberals, says "I'm right, and if you disagree with me you should be in jail."     

Robert Kennedy Jr., Aspiring Tyrant
He’d like to charge the Kochs with treason and send climate-change dissenters to jail.

Blissfully unaware of how hot the irony burned, Robert Kennedy Jr. yesterday took to a public protest to rail avidly in favor of censorship. The United States government, Kennedy lamented in an interview with Climate Depot, is not permitted by law to “punish” or to imprison those who disagree with him — and this, he proposed, is a problem of existential proportions. Were he to have his way, Kennedy admitted, he would cheer the prosecution of a host of “treasonous” figures — among them a number of unspecified “politicians”; those bêtes noires of the global Left, Kansas’s own Koch Brothers; “the oil industry and the Republican echo chamber”; and, for good measure, anybody else whose estimation of the threat posed by fossil fuels has provoked them into “selling out the public trust.” Those who contend that global warming “does not exist,” Kennedy claimed, are guilty of “a criminal offense — and they ought to be serving time for it.”

http://www.nationalreview.com/article/388595/robert-kennedy-jr-aspiring-tyrant-charles-c-w-cooke

What else could you expect from someone who, when presented with facts as to the errors and other discrepancies in the bible, clamps his hands over his ears and screams, "Is Not!", and believes it's a valid argument?

Thanks!   

Riddle Me This, Mr.Bitty.....
Having carnal thoughts about your female co-worker in the next cubicle that she knows nothing about, yet you feel guilty...  Who do you ask forgiveness of? Have you committed a "sin"?

If you murder someone, who do you ask forgivness of when you feel guilty of your actions?  Your "creator"?
What happens when the loved-ones of your victim refuse to forgive you?   Do you still go to Hell?

You come across as one too immature to fathom such things. You want to lump all the things you consider "sin" into one package and have a one-size-fits-all solution that makes all the bad stuff go away.
You have no idea what you're talking about.
I doubt you've ever murdered anyone, nor have you raped, etc.  Probably the worst thing you've ever done is think carnal thoughts about the woman in the next cubical.

Life doesn't work that way, nor does your religious bullshit.

Feeling guilty because your belief in myths and fairy tales says you should feel guilty even though you've done nothing wrong it just stupid.

Criminals who commit crimes against others should feel guilty for their crimes. No one is disputing that. It's too bad that many sociopaths have no conscience, thus they feel no guilt about anything, but that's another issue.

When you artificially create guilt, you resort to artificial means to cure it. If you are as you are, predisposed to believe yourself "guilty" of something (even though you never did anything to feel guilty about!) you resort to the same bullshit cure that caused you to feel guilty in the first place.

What you'll do is post a whole lot's o' religious bullshit that you can't back-up in any meaningful way, and then demand everyone else prove you wrong.